Beautiful Boy

by

David Sheff

Beautiful Boy: Chapter 17 Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
David goes to a farmer’s market with Daisy and Jasper, where neighbors—most of whom now know about Nic—ask about him with trepidation. Then, David’s cell phone rings. He answers the phone, but no one is there. There’s a message from Nic, his voice slurring, saying that he’s crashing out and has been sleeping a lot. Nic says that he’s confused and hangs up.
David reinforces how his phone becomes a symbol of anxiety and lack of control. He is constantly worried about Nic’s wellbeing or about missing a message that may reveal that Nic is in crisis.
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A week later, Nic writes to Vicki. He tells her that he has no money and has been kicked out of the house. He writes another email, telling her that he stole some checks from the mother of a friend and that he may warrant out for his arrest if Vicki doesn’t help him pay the debt. Vicki wants to pay, but David fears that this will simply help him pursue his dangerous path.
Vicki feels like she is supporting Nic in trying to pay his debts, hoping that it will help him and keep him out of immediate danger. However, David understands that this is not support: this is enabling Nic to simply continue as he has been.
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Nic continues to disappear and reappear, keeping contact with Vicki but not with David. Vicki persuades him to have dinner with family friends visiting from New York. They are horrified by Nic’s condition and the track marks on his arms. They ask him to come to New York, where he can stay with them and detox. Nic agrees, but his dealer gives him a huge amount meth before he leaves, which he snorts before boarding a cross-country flight.
Nic’s decision to go to New York prompts David to feel like he is even less in control of Nic than he had been. And even though their family friends believe that they are trying to support Nic, in reality, they are simply providing another means of enabling: a place in which he can do whatever he wants, outside of the influence of his parents. The fact that Nic uses the flight as an opportunity to get high proves this idea.
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In New York, Nic sees a psychiatrist who specializes in addiction. The doctor prescribes sleeping pills, and Nic sleeps for most of a week, experiencing the physical withdrawal and mental anguish. A week later, a bank calls to tell David that someone wrote a check for $500 on a closed account. David feels traumatized, having been robbed by his son.
David relays one of the most sinister aspects of addiction: it ruins the brain so fully that trying not to succumb to that addiction is both physically and mentally painful. And in juxtaposing this anguish with what David experiences after discovering that Nic stole from him, David shows that he experiences some of that same physical and mental pain.
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A month later, Nic sounds less desolate. Vicki helps Nic move into an apartment in Brooklyn, and Nic gets a job. He tells David that he wants to return to school, paying his own way. He also says that his doctor thinks it’s fine to smoke pot or have an occasional glass of wine so that he can “keep even.” David worries, thinking of a study that shows an addict is 12 times more likely to relapse on meth if he smokes pot or drinks alcohol.
Nic’s experience with the psychiatrist in Brooklyn ultimately ends up corroborating the idea that the best support can be found in rehab. Instead, Vicki (by paying for his apartment) and the psychiatrist (by allowing Nic to do some, if not the most harmful, drugs) are simply enabling him to relapse again.
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Soon after, David gets a call from Nic’s stepfather at five o’clock on a Sunday morning. He tells David that a doctor in Brooklyn called, saying that Nic is in critical condition and on life support. David calls the doctor, who explains that someone called 911 because Nic was unconscious. He says that if the EMTs hadn’t responded right away, Nic would have died. David knows that Nic has been irresponsible, but he also knows that he loves him more than ever.
David hopes that this is a turning point in Nic’s journey. Nic is on the brink of ruining his life to the extent that he may no longer live, providing an illustration of the ultimate horrors that addiction can render. This is the phone call that David has been dreading for months, and his feelings of love indicates the strength of their bond despite everything that’s happened.
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David makes arrangements to fly to New York. Soon after, the doctor calls back and tells David that Nic should pull through. David is able to breathe again. He calls the hospital later in the day. Nic is hardly coherent, but he asks to go into another program, saying it is his only chance.
Even Nic recognizes the need to go into recovery and find the support he has been lacking for the previous several months. Nic finally takes David’s perspective, hoping that he can still get his life together.
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David drives to the airport and calls the hospital again. The nurse informs David that Nic checked out against the doctor’s orders, simply pulling out his IV and leaving. David hangs up and drives home, thinking that if this overdose didn’t stop Nic, he doesn’t know what will. David does not sleep that night.
David continues to experience the roller coaster of emotions with his addicted son. Believing that even after a near-death experience, Nic does not want to get help, he refuses to visit him. David knows that only Nic can bear the responsibility of his addiction.
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Nic calls back in the morning from his apartment. He says that he freaked out in the hospital and had to get out of there. Nic asks if David is coming, begging to go to rehab. David agrees, hoping that this is what “hitting bottom” means. David flies to New York to help check him into Hazelden rehab center. When Nic arrives at his hotel, he looks gaunt and haggard.
Again, David exhibits the difference between support and enabling. When David believed that Nic did not actually want to go to rehab, he refused to visit. But with Nic’s renewed commitment to recover, David is again willing to do whatever he can so that Nic can put himself on the right path.
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The next morning, David and Nic go to Hazelden, the nation’s best-known drug and alcohol rehabilitation center. It is an ongoing program of six months, and patients are required to work or attend school. There is a long list of rules, but they are able to come and go as they please, as long as they are present at dinner and required meetings and appointments. Nic has an admission appointment, and then he and David say goodbye. They hug, and David thinks that Nic’s body feels brittle and fragile.
David once again remarks on the vulnerability and fragility of having a child; this time, that fragility is made literal rather than metaphorical. The only thing he can do, he starts to realize, is to try and make sure that Nic can get the professional help and support that he needs. David knows that he can’t do that work for Nic; Nic must do it on his own.
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