Unlike Julie, Maddie hasn’t been trained in how to respond if she’s interrogated—and even though she’s shown courage in other aspects of her life, she doesn’t have high hopes that she’ll be able to bravely resist if she’s tortured. Instead, she sees herself as weak and an easy target. This is, perhaps, exacerbated by how afraid she is for Julie. Readers, of course, know that Julie is imprisoned in the Gestapo Headquarters, so Maddie’s fear is valid. But the Nazis operate in secret, which keeps people like Maddie in the dark and on-edge.