Darius the Great Is Not Okay

by

Adib Khorram

The Jersey Symbol Icon

The Team Melli (Iranian national team) soccer jersey that Sohrab gives Darius symbolizes Darius’s relationship to his Persian identity. Prior to receiving the jersey, Darius doesn’t feel particularly Persian. On Nowruz, the Persian New Year, Darius’s uncles tease him for his weight and for not liking cucumbers, something that they suggest makes him less Persian and more like Dad (who’s white and American). Sohrab gives Darius the jersey late in the evening, and it makes Darius feel far more Persian. With the jersey, Darius feels way more comfortable traversing Yazd’s streets, playing soccer with Sohrab and other boys, and simply existing in Iran—it makes him feel at home and like he truly belongs. In fact, Darius even refers to his jersey as his “Persian camouflage.”

However, following Sohrab’s cruel behavior toward Darius a few days before he leaves Iran, Darius starts to feel like he doesn’t actually fit in; that his “Persian camouflage” is a disguise and he never should’ve tried to, in his understanding, be someone he wasn’t. Still, he decides to take the jersey home with him and save it, just in case he needs it again or wants to be the person it turns him into again. Darius’s understanding at this point isn’t particularly nuanced, but when he considers joining the school soccer team after getting home, it suggests that the jersey wasn’t actually camouflage or a disguise—it just represents one aspect of Darius’s identity, the part that’s proudly Persian and more athletic than Darius realizes. And just as Darius can choose to wear the jersey (or not) and look visibly athletic (or not), Darius can decide how much he identifies with his Persian identity and culture in any given situation.

The Jersey Quotes in Darius the Great Is Not Okay

The Darius the Great Is Not Okay quotes below all refer to the symbol of The Jersey. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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My Cousin, the Ringwraith Quotes

“You are not very Persian,” he said. “Not like Laleh.”

I looked down at my Team Melli jersey, which I still had on over my button-up.

This was the most Persian I had ever been in my entire life, and it still wasn’t enough.

“You are more like your dad. He doesn’t like them either,” he said. And then he grabbed a cucumber for himself and wandered off.

Related Characters: Darius Kellner (speaker), Dayi Jamsheed (speaker), Sohrab Rezaei, Dad, Laleh Kellner
Related Symbols: The Jersey
Page Number: 182-183
Explanation and Analysis:
The Best of Both Worlds Quotes

I thought about Coach Henderson.

I thought about lack of discipline.

“I guess I didn’t think I was that good.”

“Well, you’ve got some skill. Why don’t you try out in the fall?”

My ears burned. I almost told Coach no.

Almost.

But that’s what Darius would have done.

Darioush would have tried out.

I thought about telling Sohrab that I had made the team. And sending him photos of me in my kit. And him squinting and congratulating me.

Related Characters: Darius Kellner (speaker), Coach Fortes (speaker), Sohrab Rezaei
Related Symbols: The Jersey
Page Number: 306-307
Explanation and Analysis:
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The Jersey Symbol Timeline in Darius the Great Is Not Okay

The timeline below shows where the symbol The Jersey appears in Darius the Great Is Not Okay. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
My Cousin, the Ringwraith
Friendship  Theme Icon
Persian Identity and Culture Theme Icon
Bullying  Theme Icon
...for not getting Sohrab a gift. But he unwraps the package to reveal a soccer jersey for Iran’s national team. (full context)
Friendship  Theme Icon
Persian Identity and Culture Theme Icon
Darius’s emotions are all over the place. He thanks Sohrab, sniffles, and pulls on the jersey—it makes him feel like he belongs. Just then, Khanum Rezaei appears in the doorway with... (full context)
Friendship  Theme Icon
Family Theme Icon
Persian Identity and Culture Theme Icon
...that Darius isn’t Persian like Laleh; he’s more like Dad. Darius is still wearing the jersey from Sohrab and has never felt more Persian—but it’s still not enough. Darius goes to... (full context)
Father Issues
Friendship  Theme Icon
Persian Identity and Culture Theme Icon
Mental Health, Depression, and Connection Theme Icon
Bullying  Theme Icon
...and Laleh in comfortable silence. Darius is chilly, but he’s glad he’s wearing the soccer jersey—it makes him feel very Persian. Sohrab asks when they’re going to play soccer again and... (full context)
First, Best Destiny
Friendship  Theme Icon
Mental Health, Depression, and Connection Theme Icon
Bullying  Theme Icon
...sound of the afternoon azan makes Darius cry, and he wipes his face on the jersey from Sohrab. Nobody’s ever made him feel understood and like he belonged, but Sohrab is... (full context)
Through a Wormhole
Persian Identity and Culture Theme Icon
Then, Mom helps Darius pack by folding his shirts. The jersey from Sohrab is clean after Darius cried and got snot on it. It’s been Darius’s... (full context)