Dopesick

by

Beth Macy

Kristi Fernandez is a mother from the Shenandoah Valley region of Virginia whose son, Jesse Bolstridge, dies of an overdose in 2013. Fernandez becomes obsessed with finding out what happened to her son—how he went from a high school football star to an opioid-addicted construction worker to a victim of a fatal overdose. She and her family continue to visit Jesse’s grave and keep it clean. Despite her grief over her son’s death, Kristi’s relationship with Jesse wasn’t always easy when he was alive. At one point, Fernandez had to install a lock on her bedroom door so that her son wouldn’t be tempted to steal any valuables (which he could sell to buy more pills or heroin). Fernandez eagerly agrees to speak with Beth Macy for Dopesick, hoping the experience will shed new light on her son’s death. She is disappointed, however, when Ronnie Jones (the dealer who sold Jesse his fatal heroin) doesn’t apologize and when his arrest doesn’t seem to do anything to stop the flow of opioids into the region. Kristi represents not just the heartbreak that families of opioid victims have experienced but also the frustration—much of her son’s drug use was hidden from her, and she struggles to learn what even happened to him, long after his death.

Kristi Fernandez Quotes in Dopesick

The Dopesick quotes below are all either spoken by Kristi Fernandez or refer to Kristi Fernandez. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Prologue Quotes

Three months before visiting Jones, in the spring of 2016, Kristi Fernandez and I stood next to Jesse’s grave on a rolling hillside in Strasburg, Virginia, in the shadow of Signal Knob. She’d asked me to meet her at one of her regular cemetery stops, on her way home from work, so I could see how she’d positioned his marker, just so, at the edge of the graveyard.

It was possible to stand at Jesse’s headstone—emblazoned with the foot-high number 55, in the same font as the lettering on his Strasburg Rams varsity jersey—and look down on the stadium where he had once summoned the crowd to its feet simply by running onto the field and pumping his arms

Related Characters: Kristi Fernandez, Jesse Bolstridge, Beth Macy
Page Number: 6
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 8 Quotes

NIDA, the Institute of Medicine, the World Health Organization, and the White House drug czar’s office would all agree that indefinite (and maybe even lifelong) maintenance treatment is superior to abstinence-based rehab for opioid-use disorder. And even Hazelden, the Betty Ford-affiliated center that originated the concept of the twenty-eight-day rehab, changed its stance on medication-assisted treatment, or MAT, offering Suboxone to some patients in 2012.

But the rehab Jesse went to was aimed at abstinence, as most were, then and now.

Related Characters: Kristi Fernandez, Jesse Bolstridge
Page Number: 174
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 12 Quotes

I hoped the stories of Ronnie Jones and his victims would illuminate the ruts in both a criminal justice system that pursues a punishment-fits-all plan when the truth is much more complicated and a strained medical system that overtreats people with painkillers until the moment addiction sets in—and health care scarcity becomes the rule.

I hoped, too, that my interview with Jones would help answer Kristi Fernandez’s questions about what led to her son Jesse’s premature death. Was Ronnie Jones really the monster that law enforcement officials made him out to be? Had the statewide corrections behemoth that returns two thousand ex-offenders a year to Virginia’s cities, counties, and towns played a role in his revolving door of failures?

Related Characters: Beth Macy (speaker), Ronnie “D.C.” Jones, Kristi Fernandez, Jesse Bolstridge
Page Number: 252
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Kristi Fernandez Quotes in Dopesick

The Dopesick quotes below are all either spoken by Kristi Fernandez or refer to Kristi Fernandez. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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).
Prologue Quotes

Three months before visiting Jones, in the spring of 2016, Kristi Fernandez and I stood next to Jesse’s grave on a rolling hillside in Strasburg, Virginia, in the shadow of Signal Knob. She’d asked me to meet her at one of her regular cemetery stops, on her way home from work, so I could see how she’d positioned his marker, just so, at the edge of the graveyard.

It was possible to stand at Jesse’s headstone—emblazoned with the foot-high number 55, in the same font as the lettering on his Strasburg Rams varsity jersey—and look down on the stadium where he had once summoned the crowd to its feet simply by running onto the field and pumping his arms

Related Characters: Kristi Fernandez, Jesse Bolstridge, Beth Macy
Page Number: 6
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 8 Quotes

NIDA, the Institute of Medicine, the World Health Organization, and the White House drug czar’s office would all agree that indefinite (and maybe even lifelong) maintenance treatment is superior to abstinence-based rehab for opioid-use disorder. And even Hazelden, the Betty Ford-affiliated center that originated the concept of the twenty-eight-day rehab, changed its stance on medication-assisted treatment, or MAT, offering Suboxone to some patients in 2012.

But the rehab Jesse went to was aimed at abstinence, as most were, then and now.

Related Characters: Kristi Fernandez, Jesse Bolstridge
Page Number: 174
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 12 Quotes

I hoped the stories of Ronnie Jones and his victims would illuminate the ruts in both a criminal justice system that pursues a punishment-fits-all plan when the truth is much more complicated and a strained medical system that overtreats people with painkillers until the moment addiction sets in—and health care scarcity becomes the rule.

I hoped, too, that my interview with Jones would help answer Kristi Fernandez’s questions about what led to her son Jesse’s premature death. Was Ronnie Jones really the monster that law enforcement officials made him out to be? Had the statewide corrections behemoth that returns two thousand ex-offenders a year to Virginia’s cities, counties, and towns played a role in his revolving door of failures?

Related Characters: Beth Macy (speaker), Ronnie “D.C.” Jones, Kristi Fernandez, Jesse Bolstridge
Page Number: 252
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