Monk’s diary entry expresses his mounting frustration—with the industry that is so eager to publish a work as inferior as
My Pafology, and with himself for abandoning his artistic integrity by writing what he considers to be superficial, offensive drivel. The demand to change the book’s title to
Fuck signals Monk’s desire to lay the Stagg R. Leigh project to rest—surely, he reasons, the publishing industry has its limits as to how low it will stoop in the name of advancing so-called “raw” works that depict the “real” Black experience.