Rodriguez is making important distinctions about the way language works. He longs for the days when he was able to savor the sounds of language, rather than being focused solely on the meaning or “sense” of words. Though he depicts his mastery of English as a sort of triumph, his writing is filled with anguish not only at the distance that bloomed between his parents and him, but also at the profound change in his relationship with spoken language. This change represents one of the great losses that came with Rodriguez’s education, for in his loss of attentiveness to sound is contained both the roots of his new, confident public identity and the lost richness and warmth of his childhood.