Rodriguez expresses complicated, even contradictory, feelings toward his parents. He wonders what memories they harbor and cannot share with him, what kind of books they would write about their lives, and how their memories of shared experiences might be substantially different than his own. However, he comes to the conclusion that his parents lack the skill to write about their lives because they don’t know how to write for a public reader. This makes Rodriguez’s interest in what his mother’s version of
Hunger of Memory would be like seem rather disingenuous, since he actually believes such a book could never exist. This passage is a good example of the way that Rodriguez’s philosophizing tone has a tendency to slip into condescension.