Danny, the protagonist of Mexican WhiteBoy, is half white and half Mexican, and as such he feels like he doesn’t fit in with either white people or Mexican people. His self-image changes depending on his surroundings, and he feels uncertain and unstable in his biracial identity; though Danny feels “too Mexican” at his mostly white prep school in Leucadia, he feels “too white” around his Mexican family and friends in National City. In particular, Danny is ashamed of his white privilege when he’s around people of color in National City. Some older characters—Danny’s dad, Ray, and Senior—do hold some resentment against white people for the way they treat people of color, which echoes and reinforces Danny’s negative image of his own whiteness, though most of Danny’s friends in National City don’t even know that he’s half white. Since he looks Mexican, they think he has two Mexican parents just like they do, and they accept him as one of them. Being biracial is not the norm, so they don’t even consider that Danny may not be just Mexican. This oversight is itself what makes Danny’s self-image so complicated—he's not able to embrace being biracial in an environment that doesn’t recognize multidimensional racial identities. Liberty is also half white and half Mexican, and she is also seen as Mexican and fully accepted into the National City community.
Like Danny and Liberty, Uno, too, is half Mexican. Uno’s father is Black and Uno looks Black, so his community thinks of him as Black even though he grew up with his Mexican mom. Uno himself identifies more as Black then Mexican, having formed his identity around how everyone sees him, but he also feels torn between the two racial identities. Though he’s fully integrated into National City’s social scene, Uno is the recipient of a lot of blatant racism from both white and Mexican people, and even from his own Black father against Mexicans. Ultimately, the various communities that Danny and Uno belong to all fail to accommodate complex racial identities, further complicating the boys’ fluid self-images, which are significantly shaped by how people in their environments see them.
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Race and Identity Quotes in Mexican WhiteBoy
But whenever Danny comes down here, to National City—where his dad grew up, where all his aunts and uncles and cousins still live—he feels pale. A full shade lighter. Albino almost. Less than.
Not only is Uno the only Black kid in the neighborhood—or negrito, as the old Mexicans call him (even though his moms is Mexican, too)—he’s also stronger, quicker, taller, a better fighter. It’s his time.
Back in Leucadia, he made a pact with himself. No more words. Or as few as he could possibly get away with. When his dad spoke at all, he mostly spoke Spanish, but Danny never learned. All he had was his mom’s English. And he didn’t want that anymore.
But what I wanted to tell you, Dad, is how much I’ve changed since that day. How much better I am. How much stronger and darker and more Mexican I am. Matter of fact, just today I knocked some kid out.
As a kid he used to have this crazy recurring dream: Some blur of a hooded black man was chasing him through a dark cemetery. […] Finally he’d leap at Uno’s feet like a football player, drag him down by his ankles. Pinned to the ground, Uno would look up at where the guy’s face should have been, but there was no face. There was only this huge scar, shaped just like Senior’s […].
Watching Randy run a hand through his short sandy-blond hair, Danny shook his head. The way his dad might. Of course, he thought, a white guy.
Nothing hypes him up more than when people are watching him. Especially white people. In every other part of life they run shit, just like his old man says, but not when it comes to sports.
His skin is dark like his grandma’s sweet coffee, but his insides are as pale as the cream she mixes in. Danny holds the pencil above the paper, thinking: I’m a white boy among Mexicans, and a Mexican among white boys.
What up, girl? Your boy can’t get no invite? This movie’s only for full-on Mexicans? They can’t let nobody in if he got a drop of brother?
Man, I ain’t never gonna make it to Oxnard. Shit ain’t meant to be.
Ernesto steps through the bedroom door and stands over Uno, fists clenched. “And next time you don’t put the trash out I throw your black ass out with it, you hear?”
We all start out believing we can do anything. Even Mexican kids that grow up here. But at some point we lose it. It totally disappears. Like me, for example. Why is that?