Detailing a talk she recently gave for her book,
The Joy Luck Club,
Tan remembers feeling like her speech sounded wrong, despite having given the same address multiple times before. For the first time, Tan’s
mother was present, and Tan realized that her mother had never heard her daughter speak with such a professional tone. The speech was heavy, and “burdened” with
standardized forms of English; a
language Tan associates with school, not her mother.