It isn’t until this moment that Ji-li must confront the truth of the choice her society asks her to make. Because it has declared her family black enemies of the communist cause in China, she cannot preserve both her revolutionary status and her family connections. Thus far, Ji-li has betrayed a tendency to consider her family more leniently than others; she’s faster to forgive Grandma for being married to a landlord than Mrs. Rong for being married to a businessman, for example. But her judgments and actions have been basically consistent with a belief that people should be held accountable for
themselves. That’s what she wants for herself here, not fully realizing that the Party demands conformity from its followers
at the expense of all their other loyalties. She’s been indoctrinated from a young age that Chairman Mao should be dearer to her than her own family. But she finds here that she does not, in fact, agree.