Megan reveals the horrible secret she’s been guarding for years: she was responsible for the death of her first child. Megan has carried this pain and shame without confiding in anyone, likely fearing both criminal punishment and social ostracization. With Kamal, however, Megan begins to see that her mistakes do not define her—and that to be free of secrets is to be unburdened and able to start over. Megan has been gaslighting herself into believing that she is a bad person because of one terrible mistake—and now she sees that she no long has to hurt herself.