The Girl Who Smiled Beads

by

Clemantine Wamariya

The Rwandan Genocide Term Analysis

The Rwandan Genocide, which took place during the Rwandan Civil War in 1994, was the mass killing of members of the Tutsi minority ethnic group (as well as some Hutu and Twa people) in Rwanda. The Hutu-led Rwandan government and various armed militias carried out the genocide. It’s estimated that over 1 million people were killed in the Rwandan Genocide.

The Rwandan Genocide Quotes in The Girl Who Smiled Beads

The The Girl Who Smiled Beads quotes below are all either spoken by The Rwandan Genocide or refer to The Rwandan Genocide. For each quote, you can also see the other terms and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Chapter 4 Quotes

I work every day now to erase [the] language of ruin, to destroy it and replace it with language of my own. With konona (rape, ruin), you’re told, there is no antidote, no cleansing agent. […] You’re polluted, you’re worthless—that’s it.

My body is destroyed and my body is sacred. I will not live in that story of ruin and shame.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker), Mrs. Thomas , Mrs. Kline
Page Number: 61
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Chapter 5 Quotes

That’s life in a refugee camp: You’re not moving toward anything. You’re just in a horrible groove. You learn skills that you wish you did not know: how to make a fire, how to cook maize, how to do laundry in the river and burn the lice on rocks. You wait, […]

But nothing gets better. There is no path for improvement—no effort you can make, nothing you can do, and nothing anybody else can do either, short of the killers in your country laying down their arms and stopping their war so that you can move home.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker), Claire, Rob
Page Number: 73-4
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Chapter 6 Quotes

I resent and revile [the word genocide]. The word is tidy and efficient. It holds no true emotion. It is impersonal when it needs to be intimate, cool and sterile when it needs to be gruesome. The word is hollow, true but disingenuous, a performance, the worst kind of lie.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker)
Page Number: 93
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I wanted to piece [the] world back together, but the idea of one group of people killing another group of people—people they lived with, people they knew—that chunk of knowledge could never fit itself in my mind. It was categorically, dimensionally, fundamentally wrong. It was like trying to store a tornado in a chest of drawers. That was not how the universe worked.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker)
Page Number: 97
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Chapter 7 Quotes

To be a refugee was to be a victim—it was tautological. And not just a victim due to external forces like politics or war. You were a victim due to some inherent, irrevocable weakness in you. You were a victim because you were less worthy, less good, and less strong than all the non-victims of the world.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker), Claire
Page Number: 118
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Chapter 10 Quotes

I understand that forgiveness is utilitarian, that it is likely even the missing piece in my life, the keystone that will allow me to balance and stabilize and keep the bricks of my life from tumbling down. But I can’t do it. To me it feels false.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker), Claire
Page Number: 139
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Chapter 16 Quotes

The plot provided by the universe was filled with starvation, war, and rape. I would not—could not—live in that tale.

Instead, I would be the girl who smiled beads, my version of the girl who smiled beads, one who had power and agency over her life, one who did not get caught.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker), Mukamana
Related Symbols: Beads
Page Number: 210
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Chapter 17 Quotes

I need more than the artifacts stuffed into a suitcase. I need to comprehend my history, a deep history. I know the facts about the genocide […] But that is not enough. The past, that story, cannot fill me. I need a longer, broader, more fully human backstory, a history not all soaked in blood. I need clarity, perspective, joy, beauty, originality, intelligence, a wide-angle view.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker)
Related Symbols: Mickey Mouse Backpack
Page Number: 220
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Chapter 18 Quotes

[Rwandans] needed to find a way to tolerate an intolerable truth. We needed to acknowledge facts that are incompatible with a stable faith in humanity, incompatible even with any sane definition of God.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker)
Page Number: 233
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Chapter 20 Quotes

My body itself remained alien, a burden. I’d had to carry this thing around with me—this body with its dark skin […] this body, with its liabilities, this body that had been vandalized, stolen. This was the hardest thing in the world: to remember the ravagement and still believe my body was magic, to remember the shattering and still believe my body was spectacular, holy, and capable of creation.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker)
Page Number: 245
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Rape is the story of women and war, girls and war, hundreds of thousands of mothers, daughters, sisters, grandmothers, cousins, and aunts in my country alone, hundreds of millions across the world. So many men were murdered in the massacre. So many women later died of HIV. Rape, ruin—corporeal, psychological, social—lingered in even the most polished, sophisticated, private spaces decades after the war.

Related Characters: Clemantine Wamariya (speaker)
Page Number: 246
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The Rwandan Genocide Term Timeline in The Girl Who Smiled Beads

The timeline below shows where the term The Rwandan Genocide appears in The Girl Who Smiled Beads. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
Prologue 
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...on Elie Wiesel’s book Night—about surviving the Holocaust—for Oprah’s essay contest. Clemantine wrote about the Rwandan Genocide and was one of 50 winners. (full context)
Chapter 6
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...in their offices and discuss it impersonally. She hates that the word genocide lumps the Rwandan Genocide in with the Holocaust or other horrific instances of ethnic cleansing. Each atrocity is a... (full context)
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Now, living in the United States, Clemantine learns about her own history. The Rwandan Genocide began on April 8, 1994, and lasted 100 days. A group called the Hutus killed... (full context)
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...the counter, and Mr. Thomas tells Clemantine’s story: how she fled being killed in the Rwandan Genocide and lived in refugee camps for six years before coming to Chicago. The clerk sends... (full context)
Chapter 15
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...of them starts crying because his sister’s name was Claire, and she died in the Rwandan Genocide . Claire apologizes for his loss and asks if they can stay at his apartment.... (full context)
Chapter 16
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...Black men Clemantine has known throughout her life have been crushed and devastated by the Rwandan Genocide . (full context)
Chapter 18
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...2014, she flies to Kigali with the museum board for the 20th anniversary of the Rwandan Genocide . She is the emissary chosen to tell the story of the genocide to future... (full context)
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On the 20th anniversary of the Rwandan Genocide , Clemantine goes with the museum board to the Gatwaro Stadium where, 20 years earlier,... (full context)