In this passage, Shen Te admits that she created Shui Ta because she could not physically, emotionally, or logistically handle the demands of being good while still supporting herself and living her own life. There is so much suffering in the world that it is no wonder the wealthy don’t help more—one can spiral down and become “lost” in trying to solve the problems of the needy, since there are so many in need and so few able to help. Brecht indicts the ways in which capitalism turns people against one another—often through no fault of their own.