Subhash struggles with his competing desires to encourage Bela’s independence and to prevent her from tearing off on a path he recognizes as similar to Udayan’s—and therefore potentially dangerous. Subhash cannot escape his feelings of inadequacy and the sense that he is an imposter, and as he watches Bela grow up, he is unsettled by how, despite being raised by Subhash, she is becoming an image of Udayan.