Rin experiences a bit of an identity crisis. She’s been operating on the assumption that she’s just any other orphan, when really, all signs point to her being one of the last surviving Speerlies. This puts a lot of pressure on her as she works this knowledge into her conception of herself. Altan seems kind here, but note the power dynamic at play: Jiang is gone, Altan has appeared to take his place, and Rin instinctively senses that Altan is leading her down the path away from Jiang. On some level, she does agree with Jiang that what she really wants to do is dangerous and/or inappropriate—and this seems to be exactly what Altan plans to teach her to do.