Meanwhile,
Creta stayed in Japan with her parents and became depressed. When she turned 20 years old, she resolved to kill herself. Creta’s depression resulted from the fact that she was constantly in physical pain.
Different parts of her body were always in pain and, no matter what Creta did, she could not get the pain to stop. Even drugs did not help Creta, and she did not know where else to turn. She relates a particularly awful story about how her college boyfriend broke up with her because she told him sex was too painful. The boy was skeptical of Creta’s claim and thought she was simply scared of sex. In response, Creta yelled at him and told him that she knows all about pain, and he does not know what he is talking about. This conversation ends their relationship.