The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle

by

Haruki Murakami

The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle: Book 3, Chapter 38 Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
File 17 is a letter to Toru from Kumiko. In the letter, Kumiko says she plans to kill Noboru by shutting off his life support. After that, she plans to turn herself in to the authorities. Kumiko says that she has no intention of defending her actions and expresses no fear of imprisonment, as she has endured far worse in her life. She claims that Noboru has violated and imprisoned her mind since she was a young child.
Given that the file appears on Cinnamon’s computer, there is a possibility that someone other than Kumiko composed the letter. However, everything in the letter suggests that Kumiko is telling a truth that only she could, unless Cinnamon is playing a cruel trick on Toru.
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Additionally, Kumiko reveals that her infidelity was not limited to a single affair but involved multiple men when she left Toru. At first, she blames Noboru for her actions. However, she second-guesses herself and suggests that she may be the one to blame after all. Since leaving Toru, Kumiko says, she often dreamed that he was on the verge of finding her in the darkness, but he consistently missed her. In her fantasies, she hoped that he would break the spell and rescue her.
Kumiko’s words suggest that she was the mysterious woman in the hotel after all. The mysterious woman also sits “in darkness” and Toru almost saves her, though apparently his actions did not “break the spell.” Similarly, the man Toru killed in his dream was Noboru, who was keeping Kumiko hostage.
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