Makani’s tears are genuine. Whatever unresolved trauma she’s dealing with from “the incident” in Hawaii has left her convinced that she is doomed never to have a happy life. She believes that whatever bad thing she did has left her undeserving of love and forgiveness and redemption. The detail about the dark circles Ollie has under is eyes may be interpreted a number of ways. On one hand, Ollie—like everyone else at Osborne High—could simply be exhausted from receiving more bad, shocking news about the death of a classmate. On the other hand, could it be that Ollie is so exhausted because he was busy last night committing Matt’s murder? The novel continues to offer conflicting evidence that, at times, heightens Makani’s—and the reader’s—suspicions about Ollie.