Here, Wash recognizes that his history as a slave will likely be inescapable for the rest of his life. In addition, his belief that he would die “slaughtered” like an animal and as a nobody—this extreme language of despair and degradation—suggests that Wash’s fear is both dehumanizing and holding him captive. This shows how Wash’s fear is almost as debilitating as the fear that he experienced on Faith Plantation.