Wild

by

Cheryl Strayed

Wild: Chapter 3 Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
Cheryl wakes on the first morning of her journey and stares at herself in the mirror. As she looks at herself, she sees a “woman with [a] hole in her heart.” She brushes her teeth, dresses in her hiking outfit, laces up her boots, and begins packing her bag. She needs to fit in enough supplies for three months—and she has been dreading the task. As Cheryl looks at all the things she’s taking with her she becomes more and more skeptical of the idea that it will all fit—and increasingly aware of how unprepared she is for the odyssey before her.
This passage introduces the book’s two central symbols: Cheryl’s boots and her giant pack, which she will soon nickname Monster. Both are physical symbols of the literal and emotional baggage Cheryl must carry along the PCT, as well as the spiritual and physical challenges that await her on the trail. Cheryl’s literal baggage is unmanageable, but so is her emotional baggage: yet she must find a way to wield them.
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Cheryl manages to pack her backpack, and then starts filling her water bottles. Altogether, the water she needs to make it through the Mojave weighs 24.5 pounds. Cheryl clips the vessels to the sides of her backpack and then bends to lift it up—only to find it won’t budge. Cheryl considers taking some items out, but fears leaving behind something essential. Cheryl gets into a sitting position on the floor in front of her backpack, puts her arms through the straps, and slowly, strenuously manages to stand. Hunched in a “remotely upright position,” Cheryl adjusts to the tremendous weight on her back—and the realization that she will have to carry it 1,100 miles to Oregon. Cheryl doesn’t know a lot about what’s ahead of her, but she knows one thing—it is “time to go.”
Again, Cheryl’s internal debate about what to do with her excessive physical baggage mirrors her struggle with how to shoulder her emotional baggage along this journey. Cheryl wants to leave some things behind—both physical and emotional—but isn’t sure how to travel along without all the detritus she’s accrued, both literal and metaphorical.
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