Before We Were Yours

by

Lisa Wingate

Rill Foss’s younger sister. Fern is about three when she and her siblings are kidnapped by Georgia Tann and put up for adoption through the Tennessee Children’s Home Society. Tann renames Fern, Beth Weathers. Rill often notes that Fern is the sister she is closest to, and Fern is the second to last Foss child to be illegally sold to a wealthy but childless couple, Darren and Victoria Sevier. Fern is inconsolable when she is adopted without Rill and has a number of behavioral issues. Darren and Victoria decide to adopt Rill (whom they know as May Weathers) as well, which puts Fern at ease. Fern and May run away to try to find their family’s shanty boat only to discover that their mother (Queenie) has died and their father (Briny) is an alcoholic. In a drunken rage, Briny unties their boat from the shore, and it is destroyed by a tree floating down the river. May decides to bring Fern back to their adoptive parents because it is in Fern’s best interest. Fern and May have a happy life with the Seviers. They reconnect with their sisters Lark (renamed Bonnie Weathers) and Judy Stafford (who was stolen from Queenie and Briny as a newborn). Fern and May live together as old women until Fern’s tragic death—May is found living alone with Fern’s body and a number of pet cats and is taken to live in a senior care facility.

Fern Foss/Beth Weathers Quotes in Before We Were Yours

The Before We Were Yours quotes below are all either spoken by Fern Foss/Beth Weathers or refer to Fern Foss/Beth Weathers. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Chapter 16 Quotes

Even the name sounds strange in my mind now. People keep calling me May. Maybe Rill’s still on the river someplace with Camellia, and Lark, and Fern, and Gabion. Maybe they’re drifting down in the lazy low-water summer currents, watching boats pass and barges go by and Cooper’s hawks circle wide and slow, hunting for fish to dive after.

Maybe Rill is only a story I read, like Huck Finn and Jim. Maybe I’m not even Rill and never was.

I turn and run down the steps and across the yard, my dress sweeping up around my legs. I stretch out my arms and throw back my head and make my own breeze, and for a minute, I find Rill again. I’m her.

Related Characters: Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall (speaker), Fern Foss/Beth Weathers, Camellia Foss/Iris Weathers , Lark Foss/Bonnie Weathers, Gabion “Gabby” Foss/Robby Weathers
Page Number: 175-176
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I drop her on the cot and turn away and grab my hair and pull until it hurts. I want to pull all of it out. I want a pain that has a beginning and an end, not one that goes on forever and cuts all the way to the bone.

This pain is changing me into a girl I don’t even know.

Related Characters: Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall (speaker), Fern Foss/Beth Weathers
Page Number: 180-181
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“Perhaps you should have thought of that before you invented some ridiculous story about your fictitious sister and poor Mr. Riggs.”

Blood pounds in my head. I try to make sense of what she’s saying, but I can’t.

“There never was any… Camellia. You and I both know that, don’t we, May? There were four of you when you came here. Two little sisters and one little brother. Only four. And we’ve done a marvelous job in finding homes, thus far. Good homes. And for that, you are most grateful, aren’t you?” She motions to Mrs. Pulnik. […] “There will be no more of this nonsense out of you. Do you understand?”

Related Characters: Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall (speaker), Georgia Tann (speaker), Fern Foss/Beth Weathers, Camellia Foss/Iris Weathers , Lark Foss/Bonnie Weathers, Gabion “Gabby” Foss/Robby Weathers, Mrs. Pulnik, Mr. Riggs, Miss Dodd
Page Number: 185
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Chapter 23 Quotes

I think of the way May explained their choices: We were young women with lives and husbands and children by the time we were brought together again. We chose not to interfere with one another. It was enough for each of us to know that the others were well

But the truth is, it wasn’t enough. Even the ramparts of reputation, and ambition, and social position couldn’t erase the love of sisters, their bond with one another. Suddenly, the barriers that created their need for hidden lives and secret meeting places seem almost as cruel as those of brokered adoptions, altered paperwork, and forced separations.

Related Characters: Avery Judith Stafford (speaker), Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall , Judy Myers Stafford, Fern Foss/Beth Weathers, Lark Foss/Bonnie Weathers
Page Number: 298
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Fern Foss/Beth Weathers Quotes in Before We Were Yours

The Before We Were Yours quotes below are all either spoken by Fern Foss/Beth Weathers or refer to Fern Foss/Beth Weathers. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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).
Chapter 16 Quotes

Even the name sounds strange in my mind now. People keep calling me May. Maybe Rill’s still on the river someplace with Camellia, and Lark, and Fern, and Gabion. Maybe they’re drifting down in the lazy low-water summer currents, watching boats pass and barges go by and Cooper’s hawks circle wide and slow, hunting for fish to dive after.

Maybe Rill is only a story I read, like Huck Finn and Jim. Maybe I’m not even Rill and never was.

I turn and run down the steps and across the yard, my dress sweeping up around my legs. I stretch out my arms and throw back my head and make my own breeze, and for a minute, I find Rill again. I’m her.

Related Characters: Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall (speaker), Fern Foss/Beth Weathers, Camellia Foss/Iris Weathers , Lark Foss/Bonnie Weathers, Gabion “Gabby” Foss/Robby Weathers
Page Number: 175-176
Explanation and Analysis:

I drop her on the cot and turn away and grab my hair and pull until it hurts. I want to pull all of it out. I want a pain that has a beginning and an end, not one that goes on forever and cuts all the way to the bone.

This pain is changing me into a girl I don’t even know.

Related Characters: Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall (speaker), Fern Foss/Beth Weathers
Page Number: 180-181
Explanation and Analysis:

“Perhaps you should have thought of that before you invented some ridiculous story about your fictitious sister and poor Mr. Riggs.”

Blood pounds in my head. I try to make sense of what she’s saying, but I can’t.

“There never was any… Camellia. You and I both know that, don’t we, May? There were four of you when you came here. Two little sisters and one little brother. Only four. And we’ve done a marvelous job in finding homes, thus far. Good homes. And for that, you are most grateful, aren’t you?” She motions to Mrs. Pulnik. […] “There will be no more of this nonsense out of you. Do you understand?”

Related Characters: Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall (speaker), Georgia Tann (speaker), Fern Foss/Beth Weathers, Camellia Foss/Iris Weathers , Lark Foss/Bonnie Weathers, Gabion “Gabby” Foss/Robby Weathers, Mrs. Pulnik, Mr. Riggs, Miss Dodd
Page Number: 185
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Chapter 23 Quotes

I think of the way May explained their choices: We were young women with lives and husbands and children by the time we were brought together again. We chose not to interfere with one another. It was enough for each of us to know that the others were well

But the truth is, it wasn’t enough. Even the ramparts of reputation, and ambition, and social position couldn’t erase the love of sisters, their bond with one another. Suddenly, the barriers that created their need for hidden lives and secret meeting places seem almost as cruel as those of brokered adoptions, altered paperwork, and forced separations.

Related Characters: Avery Judith Stafford (speaker), Rill Foss/May Weathers Crandall , Judy Myers Stafford, Fern Foss/Beth Weathers, Lark Foss/Bonnie Weathers
Page Number: 298
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