On her walk home, Maisie worried that her child self—her true self—was gone, destroyed by the residential school system and the ongoing racism and prejudice she’s had to face since she left. Jimmy’s reaction confirmed it in her mind. She takes her own life as a response to this feeling that she cannot escape her fate, even as her decision to do so in her good-girl persona suggests that she still has a choice. Thus, even this moment of finality suggests that a different outcome could have been possible, had Maisie not experienced such extreme abuse.