Grace and Jay once again grieve for Jun together—but, this time, they’re grieving the real Jun, rather than their image of who Jun was. Jay has felt alone throughout the novel, but now he’s able to connect with Grace and speak openly with her. Jay was always focused on finding the truth about Jun, so he never thought about what would come after. Now, he knows that he’ll always be grieving Jun. Notably, he’s no longer looking for a way to “resurrect” his cousin’s memory, and instead, Jay wants to honor Jun even as he moves on and begins to heal. The impromptu memorial seems like a perfect way to do that, since even though Jay no longer thinks that Jun’s death was “meaningful,” it’s still worth mourning him so the family can heal together (instead of suffering alone).