Yanek reemphasizes how much Moshe had meant to him: first, his uncle was a connection to his former identity; second, the relationship gave him the rarity of support by another person; and third, it allowed him to be able to feel like he had a parental figure. All of these benefits served as fuel for his determination to survive. Now, Yanek again understands that he has to live
because the others were unable to survive, so that he can carry on their memory.