That Was Then, This Is Now

by

S. E. Hinton

Cathy Carlson Character Analysis

Cathy is Bryon’s girlfriend and M&M’s older sister. Bryon describes Cathy as very honest and sensible. At the beginning of the story, Cathy returns to Tulsa from a private school because she ran out of money to pay for it, and soon after, she and Bryon start dating. As their relationship becomes more serious, Bryon’s feelings for her deepen, and he starts acting more selflessly as a result. He prioritizes her wants over his own and tries to be a supportive partner. When M&M runs away from home, Bryon helps Cathy look for him every night. When they ultimately find M&M on a bad drug trip, Bryon helps Cathy bring M&M to the hospital. Yet as Bryon grows closer to Cathy, he grows further away from Mark—particularly because Cathy sympathizes with his guilt over Charlie’s death, while Mark doesn’t. Thus, Cathy helps guide Bryon into adulthood by inspiring him to be less selfish and more responsible. But at the end of the novel, Bryon falls out of love with Cathy, and she subsequently starts dating Ponyboy Curtis.

Cathy Carlson Quotes in That Was Then, This Is Now

The That Was Then, This Is Now quotes below are all either spoken by Cathy Carlson or refer to Cathy Carlson. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
Humility, Responsibility, and Coming of Age Theme Icon
).
Chapter 3 Quotes

I stopped breathing for a second. Cathy was looking at Mark, and I suddenly felt like I’d swallowed a spoonful of red pepper. I felt cold and hot and sick and mad all at once. I only felt it for a second, only for a second and then it was gone—but sometimes now I wonder how it would be to feel like that all your life. You know what the crummiest feeling you can have is? To hate the person you love best in the world.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings, Cathy Carlson
Page Number: 55
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Chapter 5 Quotes

Mark didn’t understand and Cathy did. I started spending more and more time with Cathy. Since I had the car, we went for a lot of drives and got a lot of Cokes together. We were always talking to each other about the way we felt—I tried telling her how I felt about Charlie, about how shook the whole thing had me. […] I could talk to her about anything, talk to her better than I could anyone, even Mark.

After a few weeks we’d drive by the park and make out for a little while. It was different for me though, because I had quit thinking only about myself, quit pushing for all I could get.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings, Charlie, Cathy Carlson
Related Symbols: Cars
Page Number: 87
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Chapter 6 Quotes

I looked across the street, watching some little twelve- and thirteen-year-old teeny-boppers make fools of themselves—smoking, trying to act cool, pushing each other, screaming and swearing so loud I could hear them. I had a sudden recollection of Mark and me at twelve, smoking our heads off, clowning around, hoping someone—usually some little long-haired chick—would notice us and see how cool we were. All of a sudden it seemed like I was a hundred years old, or thirty at least. I wondered if, when I got to be twenty, I would think how stupid I was at sixteen. When I remembered us, it didn’t seem possible that we had looked as silly as these teenyboppers, but I guess we had. At least then we weren’t worried about looking silly. We were sure of ourselves, so sure we were the coolest things to hit town. Now I wasn’t so sure.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings, Cathy Carlson, M&M Carlson
Page Number: 100
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 9 Quotes

“Cathy, I am really glad you are here,” I said. “I love you.”

“O.K.,” she sobbed. “O.K.” Then she reached over and held my hand. I took a quivering breath and looked at the ceiling. That hadn’t been so hard after all. If I could do that, maybe there were a few other things I could take care of.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Cathy Carlson (speaker), Charlie
Page Number: 133
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“It’s O.K., kid, you’re going to be O.K.”

“Where am I?” he was screaming in terror. “Why don’t I know where I am?”

I was just sick. I didn’t know how Cathy was managing to drive the car. I never felt so bad before. I just held onto M&M. There wasn’t any sense in trying to talk to him. I felt then that he was as much my little brother as Cathy’s. That’s how bad I felt.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), M&M Carlson (speaker), Cathy Carlson
Page Number: 141
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 11 Quotes

Mostly I wonder “what if?” What if I had found out about Mark some other time, when I wasn’t half out of my mind with worry about Cathy? What if I hadn’t met her in the first place, would I still have grown away from Mark? What if M&M had had a good trip instead of a bad one? What if someone else had turned Mark in—would there still be hope for him?

I am too mixed up to really care. And to think, I used to be sure of things. Me, once I had all the answers. I wish I was a kid again, when I had all the answers.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings (speaker), Cathy Carlson, M&M Carlson
Page Number: 159
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Cathy Carlson Quotes in That Was Then, This Is Now

The That Was Then, This Is Now quotes below are all either spoken by Cathy Carlson or refer to Cathy Carlson. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
Humility, Responsibility, and Coming of Age Theme Icon
).
Chapter 3 Quotes

I stopped breathing for a second. Cathy was looking at Mark, and I suddenly felt like I’d swallowed a spoonful of red pepper. I felt cold and hot and sick and mad all at once. I only felt it for a second, only for a second and then it was gone—but sometimes now I wonder how it would be to feel like that all your life. You know what the crummiest feeling you can have is? To hate the person you love best in the world.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings, Cathy Carlson
Page Number: 55
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 5 Quotes

Mark didn’t understand and Cathy did. I started spending more and more time with Cathy. Since I had the car, we went for a lot of drives and got a lot of Cokes together. We were always talking to each other about the way we felt—I tried telling her how I felt about Charlie, about how shook the whole thing had me. […] I could talk to her about anything, talk to her better than I could anyone, even Mark.

After a few weeks we’d drive by the park and make out for a little while. It was different for me though, because I had quit thinking only about myself, quit pushing for all I could get.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings, Charlie, Cathy Carlson
Related Symbols: Cars
Page Number: 87
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 6 Quotes

I looked across the street, watching some little twelve- and thirteen-year-old teeny-boppers make fools of themselves—smoking, trying to act cool, pushing each other, screaming and swearing so loud I could hear them. I had a sudden recollection of Mark and me at twelve, smoking our heads off, clowning around, hoping someone—usually some little long-haired chick—would notice us and see how cool we were. All of a sudden it seemed like I was a hundred years old, or thirty at least. I wondered if, when I got to be twenty, I would think how stupid I was at sixteen. When I remembered us, it didn’t seem possible that we had looked as silly as these teenyboppers, but I guess we had. At least then we weren’t worried about looking silly. We were sure of ourselves, so sure we were the coolest things to hit town. Now I wasn’t so sure.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings, Cathy Carlson, M&M Carlson
Page Number: 100
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 9 Quotes

“Cathy, I am really glad you are here,” I said. “I love you.”

“O.K.,” she sobbed. “O.K.” Then she reached over and held my hand. I took a quivering breath and looked at the ceiling. That hadn’t been so hard after all. If I could do that, maybe there were a few other things I could take care of.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Cathy Carlson (speaker), Charlie
Page Number: 133
Explanation and Analysis:

“It’s O.K., kid, you’re going to be O.K.”

“Where am I?” he was screaming in terror. “Why don’t I know where I am?”

I was just sick. I didn’t know how Cathy was managing to drive the car. I never felt so bad before. I just held onto M&M. There wasn’t any sense in trying to talk to him. I felt then that he was as much my little brother as Cathy’s. That’s how bad I felt.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), M&M Carlson (speaker), Cathy Carlson
Page Number: 141
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter 11 Quotes

Mostly I wonder “what if?” What if I had found out about Mark some other time, when I wasn’t half out of my mind with worry about Cathy? What if I hadn’t met her in the first place, would I still have grown away from Mark? What if M&M had had a good trip instead of a bad one? What if someone else had turned Mark in—would there still be hope for him?

I am too mixed up to really care. And to think, I used to be sure of things. Me, once I had all the answers. I wish I was a kid again, when I had all the answers.

Related Characters: Bryon Douglas (speaker), Mark Jennings (speaker), Cathy Carlson, M&M Carlson
Page Number: 159
Explanation and Analysis: