For Wallace, the loss of the garden means restriction: restriction of movement, restriction of imagination, and restriction into the specific career-focused young adulthood his father demands of him. Wallace’s forgetfulness about the garden, however, indicates that he was able, as he is also in later life, to focus on and live successfully in the everyday world. While as an adult he accomplishes this focus through his own interest and willpower, as a child it is enforced upon him by his father and household. He is not permitted to search for the garden or interact with it at all except in the privacy of his own mind. In asking Redmond about whether he showed signs of “having a secret dream,” Wallace seems to be seeking confirmation to himself about his relationship to the garden as a schoolboy and whether that tension between the real world and the garden, between success and contentment, were evident in him. It also implies that, now as an adult, Wallace knows that he does show negative signs of having a “secret dream,” which Redmond himself has already noted is visible in Wallace’s face.