thought that, if he repeated the night before, he might banish his unhappiness. So after his bath and dinner, he sat down to read
The Hunchback of Notre Dame—but kept remembering his fear. His “period of lucidity” diminished every morning, the calm before the questioning diminished every time he encountered anything at all, and ultimately any delay vanished, “and all action was irrelevant and futile.” He still found it better to be out in the world than alone, and he began to hate the emptiness of Sunday afternoons.