Eli’s lucky finger represents his childhood innocence and his coming-of-age process. Early in the novel, Eli shares with readers an anecdote about the moment he became conscious of his own existence. He was about four years old, and he became suddenly aware of the freckle on his right forefinger. The freckle and the finger came to represent Eli’s sense of self. And Eli also shares how later, after Slim began babysitting him, Slim listened to the anecdote and observed that the freckle and the finger represent “home.” This conveys that the finger represents Eli’s feelings of happiness, security, and belonging.
Those happy and secure feelings disappear, though, when Iwan Krol cuts off Eli’s lucky finger on the night that he and Tytus Broz drag away Lyle to murder him and Mum ends up going to prison. Eli’s childhood effectively ends at this point: suddenly, Eli realizes that the adults he trusted to care for him can’t actually protect him from evil men like Tytus Broz. This is particularly true of Lyle but also of Slim, who won’t make it so Eli doesn’t have to go live with Dad. For much of the novel, then, Eli mourns the loss of his finger and of the innocence and security the finger represented for him. It’s cathartic, then, to discover his finger in Tytus’s underground bunker, and to use the specimen jar holding the finger to hit Iwan over the head. This represents Eli reclaiming his right to his own body, at the same time as he helps bring about the arrest and downfall of the two men who stole his innocence so many years ago.
Eli’s Lucky Finger Quotes in Boy Swallows Universe
So the freckle is always consciousness. My personal big bang. The lounge. The yellow and brown shirt. And I arrive. I am here. I told Slim I thought the rest was questionable, that the four years before that moment might as well have never happened. Slim smiled when I told him that. He said that freckle on my right forefinger knuckle is home.
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Get LitCharts A+“Bevan Penn,” I say. “They pixelated his face in all the photos but, I swear, Gus, he’s us. He’s you and me.”
“What do you mean, he’s you and me?”
“I mean, that coulda been us. I mean, his mum and dad look like Mum and Lyle looked when I was eight years old, you know. And I been thinkin’ how Slim used to talk about cycles and time and things always coming back around again.”
“Just let it ring out, Eli,” she says softly. “What’s he going to tell you”—she puts her other hand behind my head, her perfect and gentle hand sliding down to the back of my neck—“that you don’t already know?”
And the phone rings again as she moves into me and the phone rings again as she closes her eyes and presses her lips against mine and I will remember this moment through the stars I see on the ceiling of this secret room and the spinning planets those stars surround and the dust of a million galaxies scattered across her bottom lip. I will remember this kiss through the big bang. I will remember the end through the beginning.
And the phone stops ringing.
