I Am the Messenger

I Am the Messenger

by

Markus Zusak

I Am the Messenger: 3 of Diamonds Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
Ed looks over the articles about the bank robbery, which disappointingly exaggerate his heroism. His Ma comes over and tells him she’s proud of him for once in his life. One evening some time later, Ed comes home and finds an envelope in his mailbox. He doesn’t think to open it until later that night, but when he picks up the envelope again, he feels a strange power surrounding it. Shivering, Ed opens the envelope and discovers a playing card, the Ace of Diamonds, inside.
Ed’s Ma’s pride in him shows that she also holds the view of success as defined by singular extraordinary acts of heroism. The strange power Ed feels concerning the card represents his view that an individual’s life is controlled by outside forces; he seems to expect the mysterious card to change his ordinary life, even though he has no idea what it means.
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Three addresses and times are written on the card. Ed looks out the window but sees no one outside. He stands holding the card and ponders if his friends, or fate, sent him the card. The phone rings and Ed excitedly picks it up, believing the caller will answer his questions. Instead, his Ma is calling. She swears at Ed for forgetting he promised to help her pick up a coffee table that day. Ma continues ranting at him, but Ed ignores her as he stares at the card in wonder. He no longer feels like the worthless cabdriver, because the card was given to him specifically.
Ma’s characteristic foul-mouthed tirade against Ed suggests she is also frustrated by Ed’s ineptitude and his inability to meet traditional definitions of success. This reveals that Ed’s perception of his own failure is not exclusive to him. Additionally, Ed’s fixation on the card shows that at this point, he believes a person becomes extraordinary by having unique events happen to them, as opposed to making extraordinary choices.
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Ed returns his focus to the conversation and promises to help his Ma tomorrow. Before she hangs up, he asks her if she sent him the card. His mom responds by yelling at him further for forgetting about the coffee table. Ed remains calm, as he always does in the face of his mom’s anger, even though she is never this angry with any of her other children. Ma tells Ed to “piss off” before she hangs up.
Ed’s constant calm when dealing with his mother suggests a carelessness toward his personal relationships, indicating that he sees these relationships as inherently strained beyond his control.
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After getting off the phone, Ed chastises himself for forgetting about the coffee table. Then he forces himself instead to focus on the card. He knows the sender must know him, because they clearly know he plays cards. However, he thinks Marv’s too stupid and Ritchie isn’t the type to scheme like this. He also doesn’t think Audrey is a likely suspect. He wonders if someone saw him playing cards with his friends out on his front porch.
The unknown origin of the card, and the feeling that someone has been observing him playing cards, heightens the mystery surrounding the card, as well as emphasizing Ed’s view that outside forces can influence a person’s life in order to transform them into an extraordinary person.
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Ed can’t sleep and, in the morning, he looks up the addresses on the card. One is a rundown house, the other is old but well-kept, and the other address is in the wealthy part of town. That night, at a card game, Ed tells his friends about the mail and asks if any of them are responsible. Marv answers that he’s too dumb, and Ritchie says that he himself is too lazy.
The wide variety of the houses not only further emphasizes the economic disparities which influence people’s lives in Ed’s town, but also heightens the mystery of the card’s purpose, suggesting that fate is about to change Ed’s life in dramatic fashion.
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Audrey claims she did not send the card, but she has a theory about why the card was sent to Ed in the first place. She believes whoever sent the card read about Ed stopping the bank robbery in the paper and decided the town needs a person like Ed. From this, she determines that Ed will witness something at each address and then have to do something about what he sees. Ed responds that her theory sounds like a horrible deal for him, because it sounds like he might have to do something like break up a fight. Audrey says, “that’s just luck of the draw, I guess.”
Audrey’s theory suggests that Ed receiving the card was not a random chance of fate, but instead an event he caused through his choice to commit a heroic act. This complicates Ed’s own theories about fate and his own ordinariness. But at the same time, Audrey’s comment about the “luck of the draw” suggests that the card represents fate after all. This tension between fate and choice will come to characterize Ed’s understanding of his mission throughout the rest of the novel.
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Quotes
Marv gloats over winning the card game. Ed details how Marv lives at home and works for his dad, though Marv never spends the money from his job. Ed says he’s only friends with Marv because they grew up together. Unfortunately, his inner monologue about Marv doesn’t solve the mystery of the card. Ed decides that the only thing to do is go to the first address.
Ed remaining friends with Marv because they were childhood friends further emphasizes how Ed believes one’s past determines their future. However, Ed’s redirection of his attention to the card also shows a shift in his character where he realizes that, instead of just complaining, he must act in order to shape his own life.
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Late the next night, Ed is sitting on his front porch when Audrey arrives. They have a drink and Ed desperately wishes they could sleep with each other. But Ed still does not make a move on Audrey. Instead, he holds the card in his hand and contemplates how this could be the time where, like Dylan or Dalí or Joan of Arc at his age, Ed accomplishes something with his life. Then Ed realizes he is just kidding himself.
Ed’s comparison of his current situation to the lives of historical figures suggests that some part of him believes a person is ordinary until they rise to the occasion of extraordinary circumstances. However, his denial of his own situation immediately after this thought shows his prevailing belief in certain people’s inherent ordinariness.
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