Johnnie’s angst over the action derives from his feeling that his injuries aren’t “real,” because they didn’t happen at the hands of an enemy, and his sense that he hasn’t lived up to Rasczak’s example. However, the operation was a success, and his was one of the only platoons to have captured a brain Arachnid. His isolation from the platoon—he’s been rescued aboard a different ship and has no idea if Captain Blackstone is even still alive—exacerbates his distress, because a cap trooper lives and dies by his comrades. Being cut off so suddenly from the Blackguards seems more alienating than when he thought he had become an orphan. Based on Johnnie’s earlier math, the platoon lost at least 20 men on Planet P, underlining the magnitude of risks soldiers are willing to accept in pursuing Federal Service.