Just like her mother, Elsa looks forward to parts of the day when she can be solitary and at peace. Although this is a habit they share, it ironically makes Elsa feel more distant from her mother. This is especially true since Elsa has been separated from her family for a long time; as a result of polio, she’s become more accustomed to some solitude and independence, and it’s frustrating to return abruptly to her old role as a daughter.