Shen Te doesn’t want to have to bring Shui Ta back. She would rather lose everything than continue living a dual life and betraying her friends and neighbors with the cruel, ruthless Shui Ta’s words and actions. This passage shows, though, that without Shui Ta around, Shen Te’s neighbors continue picking on her the moment she shows any hesitation about doing whatever they ask of her, leveraging her reputation as a “good woman” against her and adding to the pressures she’s facing already.