The Mothers

by

Brit Bennett

Aubrey Evans Character Analysis

A pious young woman who appears at Upper Room one Sunday and walks up to the altar with teary eyes to be saved. Nobody knows Aubrey’s background, but the church community readily accepts her because of her strong religious devotion. Although Nadia initially sees Aubrey as boring and simple, Nadia soon learns that her new friend has a painful history. Aubrey doesn’t live with her mother, but with her sister (Mo) and her sister’s girlfriend (Kasey)—a fact that endears Nadia to her, since the two girls bond over not living with their mothers. However, Aubrey’s circumstances are different, since she’s the one who left her mother, not the other way around. Aubrey’s mother has always prioritized her lovers over her children—a tendency that proved harmful when her boyfriend Paul started raping Aubrey on a regular basis. Because her mother failed to ever do anything about this, Aubrey moved to California, where Mo lives with Kasey. Because of her painful history as a rape victim, Aubrey dedicates herself to becoming a “clean” and pious woman who wears a purity ring. When she starts dating Luke, she insists that they wait until marriage to have sex, and even when they finally do get married, she has trouble enjoying intercourse, since for her it brings nothing but pain. As her marriage with Luke progresses, Aubrey slowly learns details about her husband’s past with Nadia, her best friend. Unfortunately, though, neither Luke nor Nadia tell Aubrey the truth about their history until she finally discovers that they’re having an affair. Distraught, she stops talking to both of them, though she eventually gets back together with Luke and has his baby. As for her relationship with Nadia, she begins talking to her again, though it’s clear their friendship will never be the same.

Aubrey Evans Quotes in The Mothers

The The Mothers quotes below are all either spoken by Aubrey Evans or refer to Aubrey Evans. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
Secrecy, Gossip, and Storytelling Theme Icon
).
Chapter Four Quotes

Not ghost eyes, but she had been gifted with a second sight nonetheless: she could look at a girl and tell if she’d been hit before. Forget bruises and scars—hit women learned to hide or explain those away. No need for stories about running into doorknobs or tripping down stairs—all she needed to do was lock her odd eyes onto theirs and she knew a woman surprised or outraged by pain from a woman who’d learned to expect it. She saw past flawless skin to diamond-shaped iron burns, gashes from golden belt buckles, necks nicked by steak knives, lips split by class rings, faces blooming purple and deep blue. She’d told Aubrey this the third time she’d invited her for tea, and after, Aubrey had stared into the mirror, wondering what else the first lady saw. Was her entire past written on her skin?

Related Characters: Aubrey Evans, The First Lady (Latrice Sheppard)
Page Number: 80
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How could a woman like that kill herself? Aubrey knew it was a stupid question—anyone could kill herself, if she wanted to badly enough. Mo said that it was physiological. Misfired synapses, unbalanced chemicals in the brain, the whole body a machine with a few tripped wires that had caused it to self-destruct. But people weren’t just their bodies, right? The decision to kill yourself had to be more complicated than that.

Related Characters: Aubrey Evans, Elise Turner, Monique (Mo)
Page Number: 83
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Chapter Nine Quotes

She had hoped for a release. She would go to this wedding and when she watched the two of them kiss at the altar, the part of her that was still hooked into Luke would finally give. A click, then the latch would open and she would finally be free. Instead, she felt him burrowing deeper into her. She felt the dull burn of an old hunger, all the times she had wanted him, the times she had hoped he might hold her hand in public, the nights she had dreamed about when he might finally tell her he loved her.

Related Characters: Nadia Turner, Luke Sheppard, Aubrey Evans
Page Number: 185
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Chapter Twelve Quotes

“Well, you got your husband to protect you.”

“My husband’s the one who hurts me,” she said. “He thinks I don’t know he’s in love with someone else.”

She had never said it out loud before. There was something freeing in admitting that you had been loved less. She might have gone her whole life not knowing, thinking that she was enjoying a feast when she had actually been picking at another’s crumbs.

Related Characters: Nadia Turner, Luke Sheppard, Aubrey Evans, Russell Miller
Page Number: 240
Explanation and Analysis:
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Aubrey Evans Quotes in The Mothers

The The Mothers quotes below are all either spoken by Aubrey Evans or refer to Aubrey Evans. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
Secrecy, Gossip, and Storytelling Theme Icon
).
Chapter Four Quotes

Not ghost eyes, but she had been gifted with a second sight nonetheless: she could look at a girl and tell if she’d been hit before. Forget bruises and scars—hit women learned to hide or explain those away. No need for stories about running into doorknobs or tripping down stairs—all she needed to do was lock her odd eyes onto theirs and she knew a woman surprised or outraged by pain from a woman who’d learned to expect it. She saw past flawless skin to diamond-shaped iron burns, gashes from golden belt buckles, necks nicked by steak knives, lips split by class rings, faces blooming purple and deep blue. She’d told Aubrey this the third time she’d invited her for tea, and after, Aubrey had stared into the mirror, wondering what else the first lady saw. Was her entire past written on her skin?

Related Characters: Aubrey Evans, The First Lady (Latrice Sheppard)
Page Number: 80
Explanation and Analysis:

How could a woman like that kill herself? Aubrey knew it was a stupid question—anyone could kill herself, if she wanted to badly enough. Mo said that it was physiological. Misfired synapses, unbalanced chemicals in the brain, the whole body a machine with a few tripped wires that had caused it to self-destruct. But people weren’t just their bodies, right? The decision to kill yourself had to be more complicated than that.

Related Characters: Aubrey Evans, Elise Turner, Monique (Mo)
Page Number: 83
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter Nine Quotes

She had hoped for a release. She would go to this wedding and when she watched the two of them kiss at the altar, the part of her that was still hooked into Luke would finally give. A click, then the latch would open and she would finally be free. Instead, she felt him burrowing deeper into her. She felt the dull burn of an old hunger, all the times she had wanted him, the times she had hoped he might hold her hand in public, the nights she had dreamed about when he might finally tell her he loved her.

Related Characters: Nadia Turner, Luke Sheppard, Aubrey Evans
Page Number: 185
Explanation and Analysis:
Chapter Twelve Quotes

“Well, you got your husband to protect you.”

“My husband’s the one who hurts me,” she said. “He thinks I don’t know he’s in love with someone else.”

She had never said it out loud before. There was something freeing in admitting that you had been loved less. She might have gone her whole life not knowing, thinking that she was enjoying a feast when she had actually been picking at another’s crumbs.

Related Characters: Nadia Turner, Luke Sheppard, Aubrey Evans, Russell Miller
Page Number: 240
Explanation and Analysis: