Here, Beth’s experience demonstrates another aspect in which her childhood is defined by lack of control. Beth’s protest against Jolene’s assault is relatively futile—she has no control over the situation or any way to protect herself. Even when adults come into the room, Beth doesn’t really know how to find agency in the situation, instead remaining silent. The only thing she can control is making herself feel better through her drug use. The fact that she turns to drugs in these moments allows readers to empathize with her, as she takes the pills when her body is most vulnerable.