The Queen’s Gambit

by

Walter Tevis

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Throughout the book, Beth faces addiction to both tranquilizer pills and alcohol. These substances represent the struggles of addiction and illustrate how addiction isn’t a moral failing but a biological need. Beth becomes addicted to pills when the Methuen orphanage gives out tranquilizers to the children who live there to make them calm. Later, Mrs. Wheatley enables Beth’s alcohol addiction by offering her several beers when they are traveling for a tournament. In each case, the drugs and alcohol make her feel good, easing her tension and stress. Over time, however, Beth buys more and more pills and has more and more alcohol in the house. Even if she doesn’t always drink or take the pills, their presence in her life suggests that addiction constantly threatens to overcome her completely.

Beth thinks at several points that she knows she shouldn’t continue to drink or take the pills, but she can’t help herself—it is a compulsion. She can’t sleep without the pills; she drinks the alcohol in a “mechanical” way, completely cutting off her own thoughts and the voices inside her head that are protesting. Using is thus not a moral failing, it is a disease that Beth is constantly grappling with because it has created this need in her to continue to consume them. When Beth is finally able to rid her home of drugs and alcohol with Jolene’s help, it symbolizes her acknowledgement that they are not in fact helping her but are, instead, hurting her deeply.

Pills/Alcohol Quotes in The Queen’s Gambit

The The Queen’s Gambit quotes below all refer to the symbol of Pills/Alcohol. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Chapter 2 Quotes

She grew frantic. They would miss her at the movie. Fergussen would be looking for her. The projector would break down and all the children would be sent into the Multi-Purpose Room, with Fergussen monitoring them, and here she would be. But deeper than that, she felt trapped, the same wretched, heart-stopping sensation she had felt when she was taken from home and put in this institution and made to sleep in a ward with twenty strangers and hear noises all night long that were, in a way, as bad as the shouting at home, when Daddy and Mother were there—the shouting from the brightly lit kitchen.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon, Mrs. Deardorff, Mr. Fergussen, Beth’s Mother, Beth’s Father
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 33
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Mrs. Deardorff kept her waiting almost an hour. Beth didn’t care. She read in National Geographic about a tribe of Indians who lived in the holes of cliffs. Brown people with black hair and bad teeth. In the pictures there were children everywhere, often snuggled up against the older people. It was all strange; she had never been touched very much by older people, except for punishment. She did not let herself think about Mrs. Deardorff’s razor strop. If Deardorff was going to use it, she could take it. Somehow she sensed that what she had been caught doing was of a magnitude beyond usual punishment. And, deeper than that, she was aware of the complicity of the orphanage that had fed her and all the others on pills that would make them less restless, easier to deal with.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon, Mrs. Deardorff
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 36
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Chapter 6 Quotes

Beth banged her shoulder against the door frame going into the bathroom and barely got to the toilet in time. It stung her nose horribly as she threw up. After she finished, she stood by the toilet for a while and began to cry. Yet, even while she was crying, she knew that she had made a discovery with the three cans of beer, a discovery as important as the one she had made when she was eight years old and saved up her green pills and then took them all at one time. With the pills there was a long wait before the swooning came into her stomach and loosened the tightness. The beer gave her the same feeling with almost no wait.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon, Mrs. Wheatley
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 102
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Chapter 7 Quotes

At noon she put the rest of the eggs in a pot to boil and turned on the hi-fi. She had never really listened to music before, but she listened now. She danced a few steps in the middle of the living room, waiting for the eggs. She would not let herself get sick. She would eat frequently and drink one beer—or one glass of wine—every hour. She had made love the night before, and now it was time to learn about being drunk. She was alone, and she liked it. It was the way she had learned everything important in her life.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 113
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Chapter 12 Quotes

The piece said she was the most talented woman since Vera Menchik. Beth, reading it half-drunk, was annoyed at the space given to Menchik, going on about her death in a 1944 bombing in London before pointing out that Beth was the better player. And what did being women have to do with it? She was better than any male player in America. She remembered the Life interviewer and the questions about her being a woman in a man’s world. To hell with her; it wouldn’t be a man’s world when she finished with it.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon, Vasily Borgov
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 185
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She kept staring at the position as it changed gradually from move to move, and it did not open up for her. Foster was good—clearly better than his rating showed—but he wasn’t that good. The people who filled the little room watched in silence as she went more and more on the defensive, trying to keep her face from showing the alarm that was beginning to dominate her moves. And what was wrong with her mind? She hadn’t had a drink for a day and two nights. What was wrong? In the pit of her stomach she was beginning to feel terrified. If she had somehow damaged her talent…

Related Characters: Beth Harmon
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 188-189
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She sat at the board and wished for a moment, painfully, that she had someone to call. Harry Beltik would be back in Louisville. And she didn’t want to tell him about the game with Foster. He would find out soon enough. She could call Benny. But Benny had been icy after Paris, and she did not want to talk to him. There was no one else. She got up wearily and opened the cabinet next to the refrigerator, took down a bottle of white wine and poured herself a glassful. A voice inside her cried out at the outrage, but she ignored it. She drank half of it in one long swallow and stood waiting until she could feel it. Then she finished the glass and poured another. A person could live without chess. Most people did.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon, Benny Watts, Harry Beltik
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 190
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Chapter 13 Quotes

Beth thought about it. There were bottles of red wine and white in the cabinet behind her, and for a moment she became impatient for Jolene to leave so that she could get one out and twist the cork off and pour herself a full glass. She could feel the sensation of it at the back of her throat.

[…]

“You’ve got to get your ass moving, girl,” Jolene said. “You got to quit sitting in your own funk.”

“Okay,” Beth said. “I’ll be there.”

When Jolene left, Beth had one glass of wine but not a second. She opened up all the windows in the house and drank the wine out in the backyard, with the moon, nearly full, directly above the little shed at the back. There was a cool breeze. She took a long time over the drink, letting the breeze blow into the kitchen window, fluttering the curtains, blowing through the kitchen and living room, clearing out the air inside.

Related Characters: Beth Harmon (speaker), Jolene DeWitt (speaker)
Related Symbols: Pills/Alcohol
Page Number: 196-197
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Pills/Alcohol Symbol Timeline in The Queen’s Gambit

The timeline below shows where the symbol Pills/Alcohol appears in The Queen’s Gambit. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
Chapter 1
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Beth soon moves into Methuen Home in Mount Sterling, Kentucky, where she is given a tranquilizer twice a day. She is glad to get the little green pill, which helps keep... (full context)
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Beth learns to save her tranquilizers until night; they help her sleep. For the first two months, she sleeps very little... (full context)
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Beth continues to save up pills, keeping the extras in her toothbrush holder. That night, for the first time, she takes... (full context)
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...are whipped with a leather strap. She feels in her breast pocket for that morning’s pill, and she becomes instantly less anxious just knowing it’s there. That night, Beth lies in... (full context)
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...Beth go to the basement, which disappoints her. As the week goes on, she saves pills and plays chess in her mind at night. On Saturday, she takes all six pills... (full context)
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...He says in reply that she is “astounding.” He then pulls out a bottle of whiskey and drinks from it. She asks him to teach her while wondering what the whiskey... (full context)
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...hurry as Beth remains still in the dark. After the women leave, Beth takes three pills. The next day, Jolene calls her the “ugliest white girl ever,” and Beth says nothing,... (full context)
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The following Saturday, Beth takes six pills and tries to rub herself. She wonders if she’s too young for it to feel... (full context)
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...continuations. They start again, and Beth gets up to look out the window—she took seven tranquilizers the midnight before and still feels lethargic. Mr. Ganz tells her that he has moved,... (full context)
Chapter 2
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...Mr. Fergussen brings Beth to Mrs. Deardorff’s office. She worries that they have found the pills or know that she has been skipping class. But when she arrives, Mr. Ganz is... (full context)
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...can only picture four or five. She plays late into the night, forgetting about the pills. But the next morning, she only gets vitamins—no tranquilizers. Fergussen explains that there’s a new... (full context)
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...it from Fergussen. Beth ignores the question, asking if Fergussen has been giving Jolene extra pills, but Jolene says no. Jolene notices that it seems like Beth is going through withdrawal.... (full context)
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...conversation. Beth thinks about how nervous she is—before she left, Jolene gave her three green pills, but she hadn’t had the chance to take them. Beth asks Mr. Ganz to stop... (full context)
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...about Beth’s time at the high school, but she asks if Jolene has any more pills. Jolene simply turns away from her. That next Saturday afternoon, while the movie is on,... (full context)
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...table inside. Climbing down, Beth goes over to the jar and grabs a fistful of pills, shoveling them into her mouth. She then stuffs three handfuls of pills into her pockets... (full context)
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...whole jar out—she knows a place to hide it in the bathroom. Beth feels the pills start to take effect, and she climbs back through the window. But when she lands... (full context)
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...thought Deardorff would explode before saying that she’s going to have to stop taking the pills entirely. (full context)
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...she discovered that, despite her trip to the hospital, she still managed to hide 23 tranquilizers in her pockets. Mrs. Deardorff makes her wait, but Beth doesn’t care. She tries not... (full context)
Chapter 3
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...at the top of her class, but she says nothing about the chess or the pills. Over the next few weeks, Beth forgets about the visit—until one day Fergussen tells her... (full context)
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...at the pharmacy. Beth realizes when she picks the medication up that it’s the green tranquilizers she used to take at Methuen. At home, Mrs. Wheatley wonders why the bottle is... (full context)
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...steals $10 out of the clip and replaces the purse. She then swallows two green pills to calm her nerves. (full context)
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...Mrs. Wheatley’s prescription has three outstanding refills, which cost $4 for a bottle of 50 pills. Beth goes to the pharmacy, pays with the money from Mr. Shaibel, and puts the... (full context)
Chapter 4
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...several hours, she stares out the window at the silent street. She has 17 green pills in her toothbrush holder, but she doesn’t take them. She returns to bed, exhausted and... (full context)
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...22, including the time he wasted by being late. She wishes she had taken a pill the night before. She sees a move that looks sensible and quickly makes it, but... (full context)
Chapter 5
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...so. When she gets home, she finds Mrs. Wheatley sitting hazily next to four empty beer bottles. Beth looks at the newspaper, which to her surprise, has a picture of her... (full context)
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...they are subtle and slow—no chance for the violent attack she loves. She takes two pills and drifts off—she wants to make sure she can sleep. (full context)
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...a tournament in New York, which she loves. Her only problem is that she takes pills each night to help her sleep, and sometimes she needs an hour to clear her... (full context)
Chapter 6
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...been. She replies that she was playing chess. Mrs. Wheatley asks her to pass a beer, and then offers one to Beth herself. Beth drinks it quickly, feeling warmth pool in... (full context)
Chapter 7
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...a party. She makes conversation with one of the guys there, Tim, while drinking a beer and smoking a joint. He talks to her about wanting to read Dostoevsky in the... (full context)
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...long as she likes. She showers before smoking another joint, making herself breakfast, having a beer, and cleaning the entire apartment. She finds jeans, a white T-shirt, and lipstick and puts... (full context)
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...drunk, and she likes being alone. She then goes out to buy two bottles of burgundy for herself. She drinks them all night and the next day. (full context)
Chapter 8
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...Mrs. Wheatley invites Beth to come out with her and Manuel as she sips a margarita in their hotel room. Beth wants to keep studying, but Mrs. Wheatley tells her that... (full context)
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...does decide to go to the Mexico City zoo. While there, she drinks an iced beer—her first beer since graduating from high school. She knows she doesn’t need it, but she... (full context)
Chapter 9
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...fourth or fifth in the tournament. Before the ceremony at 2:30 p.m., she drinks four cocktails to make the pain and shame go away. She’s upset she played like such a... (full context)
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...tarmac. On the plane, Beth declines a drink. Instead, she takes out a bottle of pills. She spent three hours the day before going to various pharmacies, buying 100 pills from... (full context)
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...funeral is simple and brief. A half hour before it begins, Beth takes four green pills. That afternoon, she finishes unpacking, and she cries for a long time. Suddenly, the phone... (full context)
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...the days pass, Beth becomes caught up in chess in a new way, and her tranquilizers go unused in the nightstand. When Beltik mentions that he’s moving into an apartment soon,... (full context)
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...On the second night she has trouble falling asleep, and so she pulls out a beer and sits at the chessboard in Mrs. Wheatley’s pink robe, playing over some Queen’s Gambit... (full context)
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...a moment, she wants to ask him to stay, but instead she takes four green pills. She hates being alone. That night, Beth watches TV and gets drunk, falling asleep on... (full context)
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...them, poring over them the rest of the day. That night, she takes two more tranquilizers and falls asleep instantly. She rises eagerly the next day to read more books of... (full context)
Chapter 10
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That night, Beth stays in her room and takes four tranquilizers. She feels rested in the morning, but stupid. She gets anxious, thinking about playing Benny... (full context)
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...for her match against Benny. She wants to drink, but instead she resorts to taking pills so that she can sleep. (full context)
Chapter 11
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...the Saturday evening ceremony, Benny takes Beth out to a bar. Beth quickly drinks two beers, and he warns her to take it easy. Beth feels high—she’s got a perfect score... (full context)
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...her that she doesn’t want to go to Moscow alone. When Beth grabs a third beer, he again warns her not to drink so quickly. As they discuss the Russian players,... (full context)
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...a door going off to the bedroom, but there are no sofas or chairs, just pillows to sit on with lamps beside them and piles and piles of books, all about... (full context)
Chapter 12
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...escape the memory of the game as she returns to New York, and she takes pills to cope. She doesn’t want to see Benny; she thinks that she’ll stay a week... (full context)
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...lunch, she goes to a restaurant in town, and when a waiter offers her a cocktail, she asks for a Gibson and ends up drinking four; she never gets around to... (full context)
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...she’s better than any male player. Beth closes the magazine and eats canned spaghetti with wine. (full context)
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...head is throbbing, and she does not want to play chess. She reaches for more alcohol, but realizing she has to clear her head, she gets orange juice instead. She feels... (full context)
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...wishes that she had someone to call. At home, she pours herself a glass of wine despite a voice in her head telling her not to. She continues to drink, telling... (full context)
Chapter 13
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Beth searches in every directory she can for Jolene. She takes tranquilizers in order to stop herself from drinking, even though she knows that they likely don’t... (full context)
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Beth and Jolene then talk about the tranquilizers they used to get, and Beth admits that she still takes them. Jolene notes that... (full context)
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Beth and Jolene pull into Methuen, and Beth relives several memories: stealing the jar of pills, playing chess with Mr. Shaibel, setting up chairs for chapel. She thinks that no one... (full context)
Chapter 14
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During the party at the embassy, Beth refuses champagne, despite everyone drinking and toasting her. Borgov doesn’t come. She eats and answers reporters’ questions,... (full context)