Wild

by

Cheryl Strayed

Wild: Chapter 5 Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
As Cheryl wakes with the dawn on the second morning of her journey, she reflects on her fitful, restless sleep the night before. The wind whipped her tent all night long, periodically jolting her from rest. Though Cheryl knows that the PCT has only been a single, officially-designated place since 1968—the same year of her own birth—she is overwhelmed by the landscape’s “ancient” indifference. Cheryl forces herself to eat a breakfast of granola and powdered oat milk and drinks some water. She consults her guidebook and sees that she is thirteen whole miles from her next water source—but she is comforted by the remaining amount she has in her bottles.
Cheryl is deeply intimidated by the wilderness all around her. The fact that it is indifferent to her presence is what scares her the most—in this place, nothing cares if she lives or dies, heals or flounders. She realizes that her journey is up to her and her alone to survive, complete, and enjoy.
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Cheryl sets off on her second day of hiking. By noon she has reached 6,000 feet. The air is cooler and less oppressive, and when Cheryl stops to rest and eat some lunch, she puts a fleece anorak on against the chill. She rests her eyes after eating—and is surprised when she wakes up nearly two hours later to the feeling of rain on her face. Cheryl hurriedly gets back on the trail, slightly discomfited by how quickly and deeply she fell asleep without even realizing she’d lost consciousness.
Cheryl is reaching levels of exhaustion she has never known in her “real” life off the trail—and she is shocked and a little scared by how intense her feelings and reactions to being in the wilderness are already.
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As Cheryl hikes the complicated, layered mountains in front of her, she realizes that she is in “entirely new terrain”—nothing has prepared her for the unique experience of climbing an entire mountain. There are many other things about her journey that are unexpected: her shoulders and hips chafe and bleed where her backpack digs into them, and though she planned to average fourteen miles a day on her trip, she finds she can barely cover ten before she is so exhausted that she has to make camp again.
The “new terrain” Cheryl speaks of in this passage refers to the mountains in front of her, of course—but also to the inner landscape of solitude, reflection, concentration, and communion with nature that she is navigating for the first time ever.
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The next day, Cheryl reaches her water source—the Golden Oak Springs—just a few hours into her hike. She uses her purifying pump to draw water into her bottles, and then adds iodine tablets to them to make sure that the water is potable. She refills everything in spite of the weight—her next water source is nineteen whole miles away. Rather than setting off right away, she sits in her camp chair near the cool, shady pond, and takes stock of the bumps, bruises, and blisters she’s incurred so far. One bruise, Cheryl knows, is not from hiking, though—it’s the site where she last injected heroin with Joe just a few days before the start of her journey.
Cheryl’s new scrapes and bruises represent forward action and her intent to participate fully and radically in her own healing—her old wounds, though, represent the ways in which she tried to numb the pain of her life and escape her circumstances in harmful rather than productive ways.
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Cheryl spends her day by the pond, relaxing and reading up on a book about navigation. At dinnertime, hungry for the first time in days, she starts to fire up her stove to cook some food—but quickly realizes she’s loaded it with the wrong kind of gas and has clogged the generator. Cheryl eats some dried food and falls asleep shortly after six.
For every beautiful, peaceful, idyllic moment Cheryl has on the trail, there’s at least one more that’s a frustrating setback—and yet all she can do is keep problem-solving and moving forward.
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The next morning, Cheryl treats her wounds with 2nd Skin—gel patches meant to treat burns that also work on blisters. She hikes away from the spring feeling refreshed, and realizes for the first time on her hike that she’s having fun. Throughout the day, as she continues along, she remains positive even after she skins her shin, encounters mountain lion tracks, and is forced to throw her pack over a giant felled tree blocking the trail. The next day, Cheryl even encounters a wild bull—she hurts her finger scrambling up a tree to escape it as it charges in her direction. At the top of the tree, Cheryl considers her options: she knows her only options are to double back or move forward.
In spite of the many obstacles and setbacks she’s facing, Cheryl is settling into the rhythm of the PCT and learning to take the good with the bad and roll with the punches. At every juncture where moving forward seems impossible, she is forced to confront the fact that the only thing more unthinkable than continuing on is giving up and doubling back. This doesn’t mean that the temptation to quit won’t keep knocking as she barrels through the wilderness.
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Over the next several days, Cheryl uses every ounce of strength she has just to cover a measly nine miles a day. She is running low on food due to the mishap with her stove—she hasn’t been able to cook any hot meals and has been subsisting on freeze-dried and nonperishable foods. It is still more than seventy miles to her first rest and resupply stop on the trail, Kennedy Meadows, and Cheryl decides to veer from the trail and try to flag down help—though she hasn’t seen a living soul in over a week.
Cheryl realizes that the struggles she’s facing aren’t just annoying—they could soon become dangerous if she doesn’t reorient herself and fix some of the problems holding her back. Rather than quitting outright, she resolves to try to fix her situation.
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After walking for over four hours, Cheryl at last spots a yellow pickup truck. Three men are sitting inside of it. Cheryl excitedly runs towards them, disregarding the fact that she is a woman alone in the wilderness approaching three men of “unknown intent.” Cheryl introduces herself to the men who explain that they’re miners working on a demolition project and introduce themselves as Frank, Carlos, and Walter. Frank offers to bring Cheryl home for the night, where she can rest and eat a meal home-cooked by his wife. As the three of them drive back towards civilization, Cheryl explains her PCT hike, and they all admire her bravery and strength.
Just as Cheryl took a chance on hitchhiking and found herself surprised by the kindness of strangers, she now must put herself in a similar situation. She is alone and vulnerable, but has decided to place her trust in the goodness of the people she’s encountered so far. 
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Frank drops Carlos and Walter off at their cars, but because he still has some work to do, Cheryl stays in the truck while Frank works on a tractor. Cheryl finds some whiskey in the glove box—and a gun below the driver’s seat. When Frank rejoins her in the car, he tells Cheryl that she must be as brave as Tarzan’s wife Jane. Feeling nervous about the gun, Cheryl lies and tells Frank that her husband is hiking the PCT, too, and is supposed to meet her at Kennedy Meadows in a few days. As Cheryl lies, she realizes that in reality, there is no one in her life who’s expecting so much as a call from her when she gets to Kennedy Meadows. Frank reaches beneath the seat where the gun is—and pulls out a plastic bag filled with red licorice, then offers them to “Miss Jane.” 
In this passage, Cheryl offers herself up to a group of strangers, unsure of what to expect but hoping for the best. Even though she begins to worry that perhaps she’s made a mistake, she is once again surprised by how kind, gentle, and well-meaning all the strangers she’s encountered so far are. Cheryl is charmed by Frank’s goodness—and relieved that she hasn’t put herself in harm’s way.
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