Gigi’s suicide might seem as if it comes out of nowhere, but it’s worth recalling the traumatic encounter she had with the veteran who raped her under the stairs in her apartment building. In the aftermath of that incident, she asked her friends, “
What keeps keeping us here?”—a rather morbid question that calls attention to her desire to escape her own life. Carrying around this trauma, it’s clear that Gigi depends upon her friends to support her, which is why it’s such a big deal when none of them attend Gigi’s play and her voice cracks. This makes Gigi feel as if she doesn’t have what it takes to become famous, thereby ruining her lifelong dream of escaping her life and moving to Hollywood.