Again, August provides incomplete amounts of information about her friend group, this time insinuating that something tragic happened to Gigi, though she doesn’t elaborate further. August also recalls what it was like to deal with her mother’s absence, and though she doesn’t clarify the details surrounding this dynamic, it becomes clear that she has a hard time letting go of the people she loves. This is made especially evident by the anecdote she provides about people dressing up and doting on their dead loved ones in Indonesia—a tradition that aligns with August’s unwillingness to give up on the idea that her mother will someday return.