Eleanor still feels too wide awake to sleep, so she picks up
Jane Eyre, which she’s read so many times that she can open to any random page and know exactly where she is in the plot. Eleanor relates to the novel’s “strange” protagonist: like Eleanor, Jane is a “lonely only child” and has known pain from an early age. Eleanor closes her eyes, remembers something that she’d rather forget, and grows frustrated that shutting one’s eyes doesn’t stop one from seeing. She tries to distract herself with nice thoughts to lull herself to sleep.