Matilda’s depression in London comes from her own inability to enter the story of
Great Expectations. No matter how much she researches Dickens and the origins of his novel, she exists outside the narrative. Here again is her dissatisfaction with the idea that her relationship to Pip is a “one-way conversation.” Unlike Mr. Watts’s life story, which she becomes part of by collecting new fragments,
Great Expectations is sealed against her influence. In response, she jumps up and writes, “Everyone called him Pop Eye,” the first sentence of
Mister Pip. By writing about her own story, Mr. Watts’s story, and Pip’s influence on her life, she is finally able to interact with
Great Expectations on a collaborative level.