Helga notices Dr. Anderson’s eyes because she is attracted to him. Even though Helga is moved by Dr. Anderson’s speech, she reacts with sudden, uncontrollable anger because she doesn’t handle herself well when faced with romantic feelings like attraction. Helga tends to repress her emotions rather than process them, so she doesn’t know how to control herself when intense feelings rise up in her. In this passage, the reader learns that Helga had a troubled childhood as a mixed-race girl after her black father abandoned her and her white mother. Helga feels shame and anger when people compliment her—as Dr. Anderson does—as she struggles to accept her racial identity.