Secrets

by

Bernard MacLaverty

The Letters Symbol Analysis

The Letters Symbol Icon

John’s letters to Mary symbolize her loss of vulnerability due to grief. While the letters contain evidence of Mary’s past vulnerability with John, who was her lover before and during World War I, they also represent the way her grief impedes her ability to trust again. John’s letters depict Mary as a vulnerable young woman, far removed from the closed-off personality that the protagonist (Mary’s nephew) knows. Remembering the summer day at Ballycastle when they first kissed, John describes Mary’s open, trusting body language. He remembers her shirt that “opened down the back,” “the clean nape of [her] neck,” and the way she lay beside him with her “hair undone.” These intimate moments soften Mary’s normal austerity, revealing parts of herself that she usually conceals. Additionally, the final letter, in which John breaks up with her to become a monk, reveals that she is capable of being hurt. In this way, the letters carry evidence of Mary’s vulnerability as a young woman.

Years later, the letters, and the bureau that holds them, come to represent Mary’s unprocessed grief and inability to trust her family. By locking the letters away in the bureau, Mary literally keeps her family members from seeing the evidence of her vulnerability. The frail rubber band that contains the letters shows that even Mary herself does not frequently revisit this vulnerability, as it’s lost its elasticity with disuse. For this reason, the bureau’s organized interior, “divided into pigeon-holes, all bulging with papers,” mirrors Mary’s emotional interior: she compartmentalizes her grief about her failed relationship into a “pigeon-hole” in her mind just as she compartmentalizes John’s letters, ignoring it rather than sorting through it. But this mental state is precarious, since her emotions, like the letters, “bulge” out of their “pigeon-holes,” ready to spill out at the slightest provocation. Thus, when the protagonist betrays her trust, he triggers Mary’s volatile emotions, causing the letters to “[spring] out in an untidy heap.” In the final scene, the protagonist’s mother burns the letters, thereby symbolically freeing Mary from her unprocessed grief in death.

The Letters Quotes in Secrets

The Secrets quotes below all refer to the symbol of The Letters. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Secrets Quotes

He reached over towards the letters but before his hand touched them his aunt’s voice, harsh for once, warned.

“A-A-A,” she moved her pen from side to side. “Do not touch,” she said and smiled. “Anything else, yes! That section, no!” She resumed her writing.

Related Characters: Great Aunt Mary (speaker), The Protagonist
Related Symbols: The Letters
Page Number: 283
Explanation and Analysis:

My love, it is thinking of you that keeps me sane. When I get a moment I open my memories of you as if I were reading. Your long dark hair—I always imagine you wearing the blouse with the tiny roses, the white one that opened down the back—your eyes that said so much without words, the way you lowered your head when I said anything that embarrassed you, the clean nape of your neck.

Related Characters: John/Brother Benignus (speaker), Great Aunt Mary
Related Symbols: The Letters
Page Number: 284
Explanation and Analysis:

The only emotion I have experienced lately is one of anger. Sheer white trembling anger. I have no pity or sorrow for the dead and injured. I thank God it is not me but I am enraged that it had to be them. If I live through this experience I will be a different person.

Related Characters: John/Brother Benignus (speaker), The Protagonist, Great Aunt Mary
Related Symbols: The Letters
Page Number: 285
Explanation and Analysis:

I have been thinking a lot as I lie here about the war and about myself and about you. I do not know how to say this but I feel deeply that I must do something, must sacrifice something to make up for the horror of the past year. In some strange way Christ has spoken to me through the carnage.

Related Characters: John/Brother Benignus (speaker), The Protagonist, Great Aunt Mary
Related Symbols: The Letters
Page Number: 285
Explanation and Analysis:

“You have been reading my letters,” she said quietly. Her mouth was tight with the words and her eyes blazed. The boy could say nothing. She struck him across the side of the face.

“Get out,” she said. “Get out of my room.”

The boy, the side of his face stinging and red, put the keys on the table on his way out. When he reached the door she called him. He stopped, his hand on the handle.

“You are dirt,” she hissed, “and always will be dirt. I shall remember this till the day I die.”

Related Characters: Great Aunt Mary (speaker), The Protagonist
Related Symbols: The Letters
Page Number: 286
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The Letters Symbol Timeline in Secrets

The timeline below shows where the symbol The Letters appears in Secrets. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
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...collection, and she walks over to the bureau in the corner and unlocks it. Inside, letters, postcards, and bills bulge out of the bureau’s pigeon holes. She gives him the postcards... (full context)
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...and replaced the postcards in their proper pigeon hole, he reaches for the bundle of letters in the bureau. But Aunt Mary quickly stops him, her voice unusually harsh, telling him... (full context)
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...pretends for a moment to look at the postcards before reaching for the bundle of letters and taking off the brittle elastic band. He opens one at random and reads a... (full context)
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In the next letter the protagonist opens, John writes to Mary that his memories of her keep him sane.... (full context)
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In the next letter, John apologizes for not writing for so long. He is writing from a hospital bed,... (full context)
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...the protagonist hears Aunt Mary’s footsteps on the stairs. He rushes frantically to slip the letters back in their envelopes but ends up crumpling them. He spreads the elastic over the... (full context)
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...and she immediately guesses what the protagonist has been doing. “You have been reading my letters,” she says quietly, and the protagonist cannot respond. She slaps him across the face and... (full context)
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His mother then comes to the letters, takes off the elastic band that contains them and puts it aside in her pile... (full context)