Mal is the only person who’s ever made Alina feel fully welcome and at home, so it’s extremely difficult not knowing if he’s okay—or if he’s mad at her somehow. That Genya doesn’t tease Alina about him, though, suggests that Genya might be stepping up and becoming a closer friend. Despite that, though, Alina still feels wholly out of place. This adds to Alina’s growing depression and to her sense of failure.