As Kaz sees it, turning into the kinder, gentler, more innocent Kaz Rietveld by letting himself care about Inej was a mistake. With this, he turns back toward his Dirtyhands persona, greed, and cruelty. In short, he gives up on ever changing or healing in a way that would enable a relationship between him and Inej. Still, he loves her and wants to help her—and so he’s going to get her back, but only so that he can let her go on and chase her dreams alone.