Adunni reflects on this happy memory with Mama to comfort herself, but she’s endured so much that it’s hard to stay optimistic, particularly when her associations with water are tainted by her memory of Khadija’s death. Water used to remind Adunni of strength and the close bond she had with Mama, but now the more recent experience of Bamidele’s abandonment and Khadija’s death recasts water in a more negative light. Water no longer symbolizes a close bond between women, but how the cruel actions of men can tear these relationships apart.