The Golden Notebook

by

Doris Lessing

Ella Character Analysis

Ella is Anna’s alter ego and the protagonist of her novel in the yellow notebook, The Shadow of the Third. Like Anna, Ella is single and dissatisfied, with a child from a previous, short-lived, and ill-conceived marriage. Also like Anna, Ella is a novelist (her first book is about a man who commits suicide) and spends her days answering letters at the magazine Women at Home (like Anna at the Communist Party). Furthermore, her affair with the psychiatrist Paul Tanner reflects Anna’s long and intimate affair with Michael; both women later have a series of affairs with juvenile, emotionally distant married men. By projecting her own personality and frustrations onto Ella, Anna is able to process her mistreatment by men and frustrations with her creative and romantic failures. However, after Ella meets her father in the third section of the yellow notebook and Anna begins her relationship with Saul Green in the blue notebook, Anna abandons the story and instead begins writing Free Women, the novel’s frame story, replacing Ella with a different fictionalized version of herself. The fact that she uses her own name and finishes Free Women suggests that Anna’s relationship with Saul, while short-lived, allows her to develop a coherent sense of her identity and overcome her writer’s block.

Ella Quotes in The Golden Notebook

The The Golden Notebook quotes below are all either spoken by Ella or refer to Ella. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
Fragmentation, Breakdown, and Unity Theme Icon
).
The Notebooks: 1 Quotes

“How can you separate love-making off from everything else? It doesn't make sense.”

Related Characters: Ella (speaker), Anna Wulf, Michael, George, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 172
Explanation and Analysis:

What Ella lost during those five years was the power to create through naivety.

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Mrs Marks / Mother Sugar, Michael, Ella, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 201
Explanation and Analysis:

Literature is analysis after the event.

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Ella
Related Symbols: Anna’s Notebooks, Anna’s Dreams
Page Number: 216
Explanation and Analysis:
The Notebooks: 2 Quotes

What is terrible is that after every one of the phases of my life is finished, I am left with no more than some banal commonplace that everyone knows: in this case, that women’s emotions are all still fitted for a kind of society that no longer exists. My deep emotions, my real ones, are to do with my relationship with a man. One man. But I don’t live that kind of life, and I know few women who do. So what I feel is irrelevant and silly … I am always coming to the conclusion that my real emotions are foolish, I am always having, as it were, to cancel myself out. I ought to be like a man, caring more for my work than for people; I ought to put my work first, and take men as they come, or find an ordinary comfortable man for bread and butter reasons — but I won’t do it, I can’t be like that …

Related Characters: Ella (speaker), Anna Wulf, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 300
Explanation and Analysis:

(At this point, Ella detached herself from Ella, and stood to one side, watching and marvelling.)

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Ella, Cy Maitland
Page Number: 309
Explanation and Analysis:
The Notebooks: 3 Quotes

From this point of the novel “the third,” previously Paul’s wife; then Ella’s younger alter ego formed from fantasies about Paul’s wife; then the memory of Paul; becomes Ella herself. As Ella cracks and disintegrates, she holds fast to the idea of Ella whole, healthy and happy. The link between the various “thirds” must be made very clear: the link is normality, but more than that — conventionality, attitudes or emotions proper to the “respectable” life which in fact Ella refuses to have anything to do with.

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Michael, Ella, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 429-30
Explanation and Analysis:
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Ella Quotes in The Golden Notebook

The The Golden Notebook quotes below are all either spoken by Ella or refer to Ella. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
Fragmentation, Breakdown, and Unity Theme Icon
).
The Notebooks: 1 Quotes

“How can you separate love-making off from everything else? It doesn't make sense.”

Related Characters: Ella (speaker), Anna Wulf, Michael, George, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 172
Explanation and Analysis:

What Ella lost during those five years was the power to create through naivety.

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Mrs Marks / Mother Sugar, Michael, Ella, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 201
Explanation and Analysis:

Literature is analysis after the event.

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Ella
Related Symbols: Anna’s Notebooks, Anna’s Dreams
Page Number: 216
Explanation and Analysis:
The Notebooks: 2 Quotes

What is terrible is that after every one of the phases of my life is finished, I am left with no more than some banal commonplace that everyone knows: in this case, that women’s emotions are all still fitted for a kind of society that no longer exists. My deep emotions, my real ones, are to do with my relationship with a man. One man. But I don’t live that kind of life, and I know few women who do. So what I feel is irrelevant and silly … I am always coming to the conclusion that my real emotions are foolish, I am always having, as it were, to cancel myself out. I ought to be like a man, caring more for my work than for people; I ought to put my work first, and take men as they come, or find an ordinary comfortable man for bread and butter reasons — but I won’t do it, I can’t be like that …

Related Characters: Ella (speaker), Anna Wulf, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 300
Explanation and Analysis:

(At this point, Ella detached herself from Ella, and stood to one side, watching and marvelling.)

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Ella, Cy Maitland
Page Number: 309
Explanation and Analysis:
The Notebooks: 3 Quotes

From this point of the novel “the third,” previously Paul’s wife; then Ella’s younger alter ego formed from fantasies about Paul’s wife; then the memory of Paul; becomes Ella herself. As Ella cracks and disintegrates, she holds fast to the idea of Ella whole, healthy and happy. The link between the various “thirds” must be made very clear: the link is normality, but more than that — conventionality, attitudes or emotions proper to the “respectable” life which in fact Ella refuses to have anything to do with.

Related Characters: Anna Wulf (speaker), Michael, Ella, Paul Tanner
Page Number: 429-30
Explanation and Analysis: