Colonial and postcolonial history harmed Vida’s aspirations by making him feel like his art was frivolous or irrelevant given the violence around him. At first, Vida interprets Genie’s presence in his life rather egocentrically, thinking she’s there to enable his beautiful art. Then she tells him about her HIV (when she tells him to stay away after she cuts herself, it’s presumably to keep him from touching HIV-positive blood). The narration does not reveal exactly what Genie tells him, though the phrase “sunflowers,
sojas, saviors, and secrets” suggests she told him about her history on the Beauford farm (sunflowers), the massacre that took her parents (
sojas), the car accident after which Vida caught her (saviors), and the Masuku parents’ hiding her HIV (secrets). When Vida blurts out that he “didn’t save her after all,” he betrays that he thinks her HIV-positive status means she’s doomed. Yet unlike the Masukus, who continued to react badly to Genie’s HIV, Vida draws on memories of his own father’s “absolute understanding” of Vida’s own sexuality and gender presentation in order to treat Genie better.