As Jamison recalls beginning her journey back to “life” from the brink of suicide, she again invokes the image of a horse to symbolize her slow acceptance of the fact that her mental illness was something that needed to be reckoned with seriously. Her illness was at this point an “unbroken horse,” but, with the help of friends, colleagues, physicians, and family members, Kay would soon learn how to rein in the animal of her manic-depressive illness.