Before We Were Yours: Chapter 15 Summary & Analysis

The folder Trent gives Avery is thin, so she knows there aren’t many papers in it. She wants to open it before he changes his mind but decides to thank him again first. Trent explains that his grandfather helped other people find lost family members after he found out he was adopted and had a falling out with his adoptive parents. Trent says his grandma always said it would have been better if his grandfather had never discovered his adoption records and wonders if she was right. Avery tells him secrets have a way of coming out and opens the folder. Before she can read the documents, however, a little boy walks into the room. Avery realizes Trent has a son and wonders if he has a wife, too. A wave of jealousy washes over her, but she pushes it from her mind.

The little boy, Jonah, tells Trent that he had a nightmare about a dinosaur in his closet. Trent tries to soothe him, but Avery—who has plenty of experience with kids thanks to her niece and nephews—suggests they buy a flashlight so Jonah can shine it in the closet when he gets scared and see that nothing’s there. Jonah and Trent love the idea and Avery is surprised to find that she forgot all about the papers she’s holding. She looks back down at them and sees that it’s paperwork for a newborn named Shad Arthur Foss who was surrendered by his unwed parents—B. A. Foss and Mary Anne Anthony—at birth and given to the Tennessee Children’s Home Society. Avery is confused because she doesn’t recognize any names or any obvious connection between this baby and Judy. Still, Avery knows it must have been important to Judy.

Avery asks Trent if there are other packets. Trent looks guilty but admits that his grandfather kept a few with the names of people they should be given to written on them. Trent explains that his grandfather took on jobs to find people for decades, but that Trent didn’t know why his grandfather took some cases and not others; some of these jobs were done for high-profile clients. Avery says she’s still confused as to what any of this has to do with Judy and she asks if he has files for May Crandall or someone named Fern or Queenie. Trent says he doesn’t know and that his grandfather only kept files for people who asked for them, which means Judy must have sought out help finding someone.

Avery asks Trent if he can show her the other files, which are in a separate building on the property. Trent agrees and says he must put Jonah to bed. Before he turns away, his and Avery’s eyes meet and Avery “feel[s] something” that she doesn’t want to. Trent smiles at her and she feels something “like lightning crackling far off.” For moment she’s stunned, but the moment ends when Jonah stirs sleepily. Avery mentally chastises herself and says she has to go, just as her phone starts to buzz. She suggests they meet tomorrow to go through the office and Trent agrees, saying he’ll send his son to an aunt’s house to play for the day. Trent steps out to watch Avery walk home to make sure she gets there safely.

While Avery walks back, she’s conscious of Trent watching her. Suddenly, her phone buzzes again and she sees it’s one of her friends from Baltimore. The two chat about a new case that’s come up in Baltimore and Avery notes that “whatever nonsense” she felt at Trent’s is dissipating, which she is grateful for. As Avery talks about the new case, she realizes that she misses her “old life.”