In this moment, Angela’s unwillingness to talk about her home life becomes a bit easier to understand, since it emerges that her mother was a drug addict. Rather than talking about this with her friends, though, Angela has chosen to keep it a secret, struggling silently with the difficulty of living with an unstable parent. More importantly, though, readers learn in this section that August knows and has
always known that her mother is dead, but she has forced herself to deny this. In keeping with this, she distracts herself from this memory by trying to get Angela to—like her—deny reality, since this would perhaps make it easier for August herself to continue believing that her own mother is still alive.